A Story that never ends...

A long week

2012-01-12T14:24:00.001-08:00

My group mates and my anatomy teacher =)

Couldn’t finish up my Recap part 2,been battling with my anatomy recap lol.Today was the last class with our anatomy teacher which was one or the best anatomy teacher we had =) Now need to cram everything if possible of what I learnt for pass 1 and half year of anatomy.This was and still is 1 of the most interesting subject I studied,really hope can do well with it =).One of the few subjects that really fascinated me about us,humans and how unique and special we are.

and it keep on pilling up

No doubt this is going to be one hell of a week or to be more precise 3 days.Need to get my game face on! not getting arrows to the knee *yes I know this joke I really getting old but I am after all playing Skyrim unlike those that did not play it or don’t even know what is Skyrim*

And can’t be said belated though,anyhow Happy Birthday to the one of the awesome,craziest,BItch please!,troller,tendency of violence,9Gag-er friend of mine.

Happy Belated Birthday Areena !!

Recap Part 1

2012-01-04T15:23:00.001-08:00

A little something to get me by everyday =)

Well its brand new year and not really a brand new beginning.Kinda shitty beginning at the very least.Seriously to start of a new year got study my ass out for exam.Well at least last year was a blast =D.Though I can say it was a hard year for me and its gona be harder.Mistakes were done but I have no regrets.I live by a single rule in my life,one till now I won’t change one bit,”I am who I am and nothing will change it”.Yes I know I’m being naïve but that’s just me =P

Epic face is face !

Though did a few my can be so called wish-list done :

Manage to improve myself playing guitar(next is to shredding )
Party to the max!!
Get to meet back the old gang =D
Have a hell of time with my friends
Manage to convince myself not to give up on those I care

and others.Well there are of course the downside of everything but hey,not everything goes according to plan.Like right now,f**king problem with credit card and exam is just around the f**king corner,how f**king fantastic.For me there is no greatest time for last year because everytime is great =D!.Learnt to cherish every freaking moment of my life even though its it can as shitty as it be cause well I have this people right down here to make everything awesome =D

See? awesome people is awesome

Though be it that I fell into the infamous “Friendzone”,,it pains me to see that everyday but well,sucks to be me at that moment lol!.and yet .It ain’t easy just to get out from there lol! learnt that from 9GAG! XD

1 hell of crazy night bitches!!!

Will continue this in the next part,time for hibernation =D!!

and Happy new year to everyone out here =D!

and to my dog,Nono!!!! missing u d xD!!!

Magical Christmas

2011-12-25T12:08:00.001-08:00

Teddy!!!

Well not exactly magical on the day itself but on the eve was awesome.Had a great time with my buddies.Just have few couples of shot and games is enough to bring back all the laughers and joy of Christmas.To end it watch a horror movie(don’t ask why).Amazing how just a simple gather with friends and some “beverages” can lighten up the mood and atmosphere =D a real jolly good day.Well Christmas on Sunday its kinda like a tradition to be on pajamas 90% of the day on Sunday.So ended Christmas on pajamas 80% of the day! Well Spent!

there you go,the “beverages”

and I even get the chance to decorate the Christmas tree.I know it ain’t much but well its better then nothing right? =)

*tada*! its done!!

But well we have a saying each time we have this kind of event

“What happens here,stays here”

That’s all I can say.haha but there is still leftovers.Will be continued to New Year eve.

And Credits to Marcus Teoh Shen Yew,really awesome pictures taken =D

Thanks for making this gathering even more awesome guys =D!!!

and of course how could we not forget our star of the day?

One of the best Philosophers of the dayxD!

To be continued to New Year Eve! Merry Christmas Everyone! =D

Change in music

2011-12-22T13:08:00.001-08:00

After watching the Meme’s Proposal by the Malaysian couples (congratz to Audrey and Tim =) cried like a boss* lol) here is the link if didn’t see it yet,I really recommend watching it =D really something out of the box http://9gag.com/gag/1183386

Suddenly just got a feel to listen back to this love songs =D this is the song used in that video and NO!! I didn’t know this from Twilight! hope you guys like it as much as I do =D! been playing in my playlist for awhile

sigh

2011-12-12T12:25:00.001-08:00

*sigh*..Sometimes this happens but what if don’t reply after a while? Different story right? *double sigh*

Blissful ignorance

2011-12-08T12:00:00.001-08:00

People say the best way to avoid any conflicts or problem is to simply ignore it.

“Do no harm to others and others”

will not harm you

- Confucius -

Easier then said done.I mean how long does anyone want to continue on ignoring some facts in their life? or their social problems?..Its seems easy just to laugh it off the problems in life or just put up a smile.But sometimes its just not enough.When it turns serious,its means its personal already.They should get the message but they don’t which makes it irritating.

“ Be a man!Do the right thing! ”

- Russel Peter -

Not better way to say it.What so hard of doing that?.I’m constantly reminded this.If I do something which is not other people liking,I’m considered selfish,cold but its right.I can just in exploit everyone's weakness and use it against them and turn everything bitter and sour instead of sweet and a little sour but doing that wouldn’t that make any less the different from them? To lash out all the anger or to suppress ..

People say “Just Let it Go,Forgive and Forget” .But I had my fair share of conflicts and it usually didn’t turn out well.I know I am hot tempered,forgetful,self-centered,inconsiderate,impolite, but that’s just me.But to be constantly reminded of that,of course who can let it go or Forgive and forget? I am just mere human If you wish to play this game,so be it.I’ll the “Bastard guy” and “Evil Guy” once more Think it over will ya?

and one more thing,Not EVERYONE is stupid as you think they are..

Happy birthday!!!

2011-11-26T12:10:00.001-08:00

Well 1st up,sorry again for not celebrating with you in time for your birthday >.<.Been laid back this week.Recovery really slow.Although I couldn’t be the 1st one to wish you but I hope I’m no the last xD!. .I guess this year won’t be on time but nevertheless,this post is dedicated to you,my mentor,my friend,my brother, =D…

My mentor when I was in Pre-med

My friend and also another Penang-lang

My closest friend =D!!!!!

My brothers! xD!!

this wan for you =D!!!!

“Happy Birthday”

Daniel Tham Zen Kuang

Damn the economy..

2011-11-21T11:25:00.001-08:00

It sucks to know when your sick and you have to go see the doctor and buy the medicine in hopes of getting better.What's sucks more is the fact that the price of medicine is getting up and money ain’t easy to get btw.==!! damn.And worst part is they prescribe the same medicine here all the time which is Arbidol (anti-viral drug) for almost all the time.Although it’s a lil expensive.Last year bought it about 250rbl(pack of 20 tablets) which is approximately about rm26-27..and the 40 tablets costs about 560rbl approximately about rm57.

Just now I just bought it for 795 rbl!! ==!! and a also bough Tantrum Verde(anti-inflammatory spray) for my sore throat for 200rbl?? The price hike up so much within a year..

At first the doctor ask me (rough translation)

Doctor = Do you have money for medication?

Me = Err,yes? *Only later to find out what she meant”

Doctor = Ok then I prescribe you with this medicine.,if you can try to get all 3 of this.And get me your blood and urine test too

Me = Ok thanks.* go to the local pharmacist and gave them the prescription list the doctor wrote for me*

Pharmacist = Ok,are you sure you want all of this?”

Me = Why?What’s wrong with it?

Pharmacist = Well,they are expensive which sum up about 1800rbl.

Me= *poker face* wtf???……..*wallet just got 1200rbl*…

Only bought 2 of the 3 medicine she prescribe for me.*sigh*

Jolly good day!

2011-11-12T13:54:00.001-08:00

And its still autumn!!…==

Finally,get things going.Finalized my trip to U.K with my friend.Though I hope my brother at Stafford will be free.Can pay him a visit =D! but still waiting for his reply.Been a hell of day.Freakish weird weather ==.Whole day been snowing,and snowing…and snowing on November?? which is still Autumn by the way.But today was a productive day =D! even had a few couple of shot of dry gin mixed with soda and lime and a table spoon of sugar(sweeten it) and tasted great!!

a cold day deserves a hot shot! xD!

and I even get to remake my favorite song =D!!though there are mistakes.A sudden spur of of ideas and just have mood to go along with it.=D!! just another great night

Hope u guys like it =D!!! till next time!

Shura(修羅)

2011-11-06T11:39:00.001-08:00

Its been a while =D!! Yeah there still mistakes,but it took me a while,quite simple.One way to spent my holidays xD!! and Shura or 修羅.Means carnage or very bloody battle scene.That’s gona happen in a few days time.3 concluding to do.Great..Anatomy,Histology and Physiology..in 3 days time..hahaha

Madness

2011-11-05T14:26:00.001-07:00

I can use this to depict this situation at club I went in Volgograd on Halloween. Its 1 experience I will never forget.Was having a hell of a time there.Though it was madness and havoc,but at least had some fun =D! with my friends.Can see a lot of the photos taken by the photographer of the club in their website.

http://vlg.nightparty.ru/foto/ofsession/one/halloween_amsterdam_2011_10_30/4906904

this was some of the shots I got off.

You need and exorcist ?? or Pedophile? xD!!!

There is a reason why this club is called “Amsterdam “

but all this ended when suddenly…..some idiot sprayed pepper spray around the club and everyone rushed to a small corner to get air and get their coats and jackets to go outside to get some air..My god I can’t tell u the experience of the pepper spray..but I still think getting tazered r d by your own brother sucks more~ LOL!!!

Later I find out that this was their gimmick or their methods to get people out and come back in again,here is the catch..when u come in again..u have to pay for entrance fee again.See?? simple reason but totally unnecessary LOL!!

hahaha,well so far Russia has shown me their wild side,let see what else have in store for me next time =D

Something just never gets old

2011-10-27T12:26:00.001-07:00

Diwali or Deepavali(for some reason in Malaysia its called this way),Trolling,great time with friends.This things just never gets old =D.Though weather been crappier and crappier this lately.

and out of the sudden,this russian dude suddenly pop out of no where to take picture with us *Photo bomber* lol

still it was a great day,no class in the afternoon,basketball game..priceless

and well class as usual ain’t always that cheerful and fun,but u know,got to enjoy those little things like this xD!

and this…well what can I say..”Me gusta” xD!!!!!

Its Autumn!!!

2011-10-21T13:48:00.001-07:00

no need for descriptions already =)

time pass so fast….

Belated

2011-10-15T14:28:00.001-07:00

Post dedicated for my friend Marcus/Jeremy Teoh Shen Yew! XD!!! Happy 23th Birthday!! and Dennis/Xavier Lim xD!!! Happy Birthday!!!and ya a lot of my pictures I look like a kid,seriously and literally I am the youngest there.LOL!

Dennis/Xavier lim xD!!

Jeremy/Marcus Teoh Shen yew!!!

Had a great day today and a lot of pics!! and I took myself 1 not bad shot!

Trademark by me! lol!!

a few epic pics too =D

and the sacrificial virgin joke came in lol!!!

We all was trying so hard not to laugh.LOL!!!

once again Happy Birthday to both you =D!!!

Trust?

2011-10-14T12:36:00.001-07:00

In the end,its back to that dilemma again. and I saw this in Facebook and it was so true.

in the end,its only yourself.Everyone leaves but you can’t leave yourself can you? and if other people messes with you.Well,I usually go on a rebellious/straight forward approach..but heck..this picture is the simplest way to do it !

Hell yeah!! Amen to that!.The only person i can trust the most,is myself.Its my way,my life,my style and if you don’t like it, FUCK OFF!

Iridescent….

2011-09-30T05:54:00.001-07:00

“Do you feel cold and lost in desperation             ”
      You build up hope but failure's all you've known
      Remember all the sadness and frustration
       And let it go ……

Music never lets me go and I won’t let it go too =)..but I have the other go..,really got let it go…*sigh*…

Lazy day

2011-09-25T06:29:00.001-07:00

try playing both together =) sounds better.My cover is pretty simple.Sorry can’t together with music.Some copyright problem with Youtube. *sigh* hope u guys like it =) Really brighten my day with this song and cover.

“Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah”
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh, today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything
Nothing at all
Nothing at all
”Nothing at all”

by Bruno Mars – Lazy song

kept me away from thinking of u too much =)

You are my inspiration..

2011-09-22T13:18:00.001-07:00

ur just like the notes in the song =)

When I down,u raise me up.You always gave me hope but will hope work?..I hope so..but still..u inspired me =)..ignore what people say,ignored what people think bout you and just be yourself.Don’t change just because for the sake for someone else.Stand up for what u believe in.Its been a long time since met someone like you..I even had chance to complete composing/making cover for some of my songs too.But ur just that elusive and unpredictable..a lot been going through my mind..

….to be continued..

Getting better at it =)

2011-09-19T13:05:00.001-07:00

Im not really proud but still kinda proud of how much I learned by myself to play guitar.Though I know there is huge mistakes but I try to get it right,its not easy to switch from piano to guitar but its fun =) not having a mentor or a teacher around is really challenging plus with the limited time but i m still happy that there is progress =) my 1st song I played by ear which happens to be my most favourite song

The Rootless – One day…previously I did a piano cover on the same song too =) but sadly I couldn’t perfected it…I will try my best when I have a piano in my apartment here in Volgo. in the mean time,I shall make do with the guitar.

Its not complete,but I will complete it..later on =) hope u guys like it. here is both my guitar and piano cover.

Always love the challenge of music rather den medicine sometimes ~ LOL!

Happy birthday =)!!

2011-09-17T13:53:00.001-07:00

So So sorry!!! didn’t realize was ur birthday.I hope u forgive me though >.< lately been..”forgetful” but nevertheless

like I said to you last time..”I can’t make your life easier but I can make it memorable for you and me =)”

Happy birthday =)!!

We could happen

2011-09-12T11:18:00.001-07:00

It started off with just a simple yet very catchy song,but it just got stuck in my brain.Whole night keep figuring out the chords and notes to play on the guitar.It just occur to how such things can just happen.Thanks Hans!! this song really keep my day going =)!!

I know its been a long time I didn’t update my blog.Got a plan incoming =)! gona show u all my experimental sneak peak to my life.But not now,soon though.Just wish u entered my life sooner though =) I hope that we could happen….

to be updated soon again…

Days coming to an end..

2011-08-19T09:14:00.001-07:00

Yes..the sad days are coming once more.In 5 days time,im leaving the place where I always call home.Knowing how this is coming to an end,I just can stop thinking about the next holiday.Guess is human nature,or its just maybe laziness. xD!

Went for quick shopping with my mom and once again.Thanks a lot mom =)!!

A lil something,goes a long way =)

Got a quick look on my timetable too,and well it looks not as bad as it seems.Hopefully it will be another great year =D!! Had a great party/farewell bash with my friends.Will post it up next time.For now,kinda emo right now. lol!! Played my most favorite emo song for all =) from an old game Final Fantasy X – To Zanarkard.

Hope you guys like it as much as I like playing it =D!

Btw.. Happy 21th Birthday to Khor Leet Liang =D!!!

This is by far the most epic pic for u d xD shake it!!

my housemate,my friend =D! well too bad no key to give you xD

just that great

2011-08-14T08:39:00.001-07:00

I just can say how grateful I am this days.I waited so long for this, and it came!!!

MOM!!!!! thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD!!! im gona bring my other house down!!!

not my current house down of course.!!

just to think that this get any better than this,it did!! not by my mom,but someone else which I refer as she/her xD!

she gave me,I was like my heart *TUMP TUMP TUMP*

when I opened it..

A purple earing and somekind of loop earing~ COOL!!!

Thanks babe =D!!! loving it!! 1 day I will wear the purple wan xD!!

for now..must enjoy my last 10 days in Malaysia...>.<

Summer blues

2011-08-11T10:35:00.001-07:00

Penang Esplanade..beach shore..haihz..

Counting down back the days left in my hometown really put the mood down.It’s a shame couldn’t spend more time with my friends back here >.<.So far already gotten what I wanted already but there still a few stuffs still in waiting list.Coming home,sit back,watch tv,hang out with friends,come home damn late..*sigh*..can’t do it back there..

Yet what I noticed from my parent’s friends or someone I forget caused been so long I didn’t see them and not only them,everyone too.Why does everyone have to discriminate me by my image 1st as guy with piercings and my nail polish can’t study or be a doctor? is it against some kind of law? Im still a student by the way..for your information..to those “Aunties & Uncles” *you know who you are* out there..no offense..before start shooting me,look at your own sons and daughters 1st will ya? What a bummer…=.= Nerd is never in my genes or blood..

Another attempt to remake again..still got mistakes..but getting closer =D

So I try again to make another attempt to remake previously a cover for The Rootless – One Day . =D one of my most favorite song.This is my 3rd try to getting it sounding alike the song when played in the opening for One Piece.Although originally was on guitar but I try to play it on piano.For those wanting the piano sheet for this song,im sorry but I play ear and feel and im kinda lazy wana write it down again.Too much trial and error even now still making mistakes but from mistakes gain new ideas =D !!!

Xion's theme from Kingdom heart 365/2 days =D!! sorry for the mistakes and pause moments cause its hard to just flip paper while playing xD! There is still so many songs i haven't get the chance to play yet.Unearthing them each day by day ! haha

Well to end this off..Wee Nee!!!!!!!!!!! say hi!!! xD

awww..she's shy...

=P!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Piano rush…

2011-08-09T09:06:00.001-07:00

A lil something to do when there is nothing to do lol!

A mix between 4 videos,3 covers for some song and 1 classical song

Wang Lee Hom - Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi piano cover by me
John Pachelbel – Canon in D in C Major * Variation #1
The Rootless – One Day piano cover by me *1st Attempt*
The Rootless – One Day piano cover by me *2st Attempt*

Been a while didn’t get the chance to do this..there is a lot of songs I did cover but kinda lazy wana take video.As I done all this by feel and listening..its never the same whenever I play it again except for the 2nd song as this is play by the piano sheet but hey..after all as long as its nice..I good enough for me =D..

*great relieve~~* Its been a while I get this rush to just keep playing.I did also for Metal Gear Solid theme,Xion’s Theme from Kingdom Heart's 362/2 days and lots more.When I feel like taking video of it,will post it up =D! but bare with me,There is A LOT OF MISTAKES as I try to get it in tune with the original music. I decided to take video of the 2nd song because well..afterall its my first classical song I ever played while I was in my piano class and its still my favorite due to the fact that..there is just SO MANY variations by so many people which inspired me to try my own variations.

Although I couldn’t play the guitar coz my dad’s guitar string had rusted and kept on cutting my finger.I hope 1 day can do the same again for guitar =D This rush I hope will still kept on goin.

changes??

2011-07-13T09:29:00.001-07:00

Wow,within just a year..so many things changed but still at least I know got 1 group of people wont change xD the friends I had in school and I still have now..haha

Ahh..really good to be back.=D!!

Its been long…

2011-07-11T09:11:00.001-07:00

Yup,I know my blog been dead for a while.Sorry about it.Been busy for my exam..and kinda lazy this lately.After so long *well its seems long to me*..finally back home =D I mean my real home.*GASP*!!!…ahhh…back to my country…a place where chaos,havoc,racial discrimance,corruption,distortion and revolution is happening…Not a summer break I hoped to get. *sigh*…

Though on the positive side..I did had good friends and people to back me up during the exam..Thanks guys =D!!! really gave me moral support when most needed. Yu jaan,Leet liang,Daniel Tham,Surendra,and others.

Yu jaan,Kenji and me >.< ya XD eyes..lol

But to get back home..undergo the shittiest*by far*…train ride..23 hours and 45 min in a freaking train with no air-conditioner,no fan,only hot water*FOR What??? its freaking summer!*…with 2 old babushka*russian for old lady* stating at me and giving me the *WTF u doing here u foreigner look*..at first was empty the train..then from 1 stop to another..more came in..more drunkards..more smell..god..window’s can’t even wine down...damn…u have no idea ..

Picture of visual…and from another angle..

and then a few came in …

and then came the reality…she been giving me the looks ever since she got on the train….damn…

but always..I kept on looking outside..*ya cause there is nothing else to do*

after the great escape and into Singapore airplane *awasome service!!Thumbs up*

finally home =D..

Time

2011-05-04T13:19:00.001-07:00

People always say “stop wasting time with your lame jokes”… but I say “hey..go eat shit!” XD …There will always be time to play..to enjoy…and time to be serious .To balanced them is hard..its not easy but seriously..some things..just come by heart.You don’t have study 24/7 everyday to gain every little tiny bit of it..it comes by experience.But at least “wasting time” its also a time to just sit back & relax =D!!

and all you need..are just some crazy & sarcastic people to brighten up a shitty day.

oh ya by the way..this is my Russian/Curator for my group.One of the best I ever had.Seriously..well..since she now knows my tricks in class but still its fun messing around with her.XD! Beats having to sit down all day doing grammer craps & concluding papers rite? So just sit back & chill =D!

Even meaning going to the same place *I think its my 5th time here again* to the same place for excursion again..in the same place..same usual story again but slightly different environment with the teacher =D!

So..seriously? 4hrs of excursion is better? or 4hrs of grammer,dialog,text,test is better? you decide ~ "

”Your old enough to make your own”

decision…

Desmond Boon

Lol..that line which he always used on me…>.< in any or every situation

Music feel in a sick mode..

2011-04-27T12:01:00.001-07:00

Its weird…its been a long time I didn’t felt so into music again..well im sick as in really sick so its give me a lot of time to rest but its just boring..suddenly was just listening to a song..suddenly I just wana play it.Learn it up by hearing again..that feeling of just trying to complete the song..feels just great…=D!!!

Was playing my most favorite song..by The Rootless – One day ….Sorry I won’t share my tabs here..and..I can’t..LOL..I never actually learn the chords for guitar..I self thought to play..so I don’t really have the basics for guitar..but heck..if I can’t afford a piano..guitar is the next best thing..=D!…When I have the time again I might even do a video of it xD!

Welcome to 20’s

2011-04-24T12:02:00.001-07:00

Haha well lets just keep it short.Happy birthday Hansley! Well this is dedicated to you.Since your getting older,I welcome you to the 20’s!!..xD

kenji…LOL >.< (show off!! xD)

Enjoy your last day as a kid..xD!! time to be an adult LOL!

well at least im not late =P!!! Happy birthday dude~

wishing…

2011-04-22T13:35:00.001-07:00

So be happy what you already have..sometimes you might just get what you wished for one day…=D!

Individualism…

2011-03-31T13:33:00.001-07:00

After having a lecture/class in Phycology today,we discussed about the Motivation ..So rather than me fully explain every single aspect of this.I will just get to the point..1 thing struck in particular when a certain friend of mine..proposed an idea..An idea which I felt personally which is true but at the same im am sure many would disagree at the same time..while we discussing about Will & Ambition

The idea is..

”It’s a positive & negative feedback upon the”

influence of people on his/her decision in

life..

True..indeed if a person where to make his/her decision merely on his believe..it would be wise to listen & respect other peoples opinion but at the same time..the more we depended on people’s opinion..the more we lose our identity,who we are & what makes us special

..Yes,many of us never noticed this..When we have the idea..the choice,within that small period of time just by influence..that idea manifest itself to suite other people’s need…but not for ourselves.When the individual realizes it,it maybe too late.By that time..their just merely…no offense…Puppets and the other people around him are the Puppet Masters. Every movement,desire,will is controlled by the master..

So my point is that…if so called God gave us the mind to think for ourselves…than I say…START USING THEM…Don’t let people govern your decision..Have the will to be who you are!!Never changed yourself for the sake of others..but for the sake of yourself..call me selfish but these are who we are..We are independent species so stop being dependent!!..Regardless our decision maybe for greater good or for the worst… but at least…

we maintain our,self-respect,self-esteem but mostly..we maintain

our dignity & honor as to that WE ARE WHO WE ARE!

Strength to go on

2011-03-29T10:59:00.001-07:00

Lately things been getting harder…I mean seriously~ for once I feel a lil stressed.Sorry but this is a fact..the only time I feel stress is either maths,physics,exam..but now even before exam..due to ..let say..some “Personal business” Looking back I feel I achieved something through all the mischief and shit stuffs I done..its worth it as I learn to be independent and whats more important..which is.. “To be careful with the person closest to you,as they are the one which will hurt you the most “…

“Donec eris felix multos numerabis maicos”

in latin in means “as long as your happy,you will have many friends..ya..I find that quite true at the same time quite wrong..its not easy to find people to understand me,let alone to even try..but I always do what I want & what I like..I wont change myself for 1 bit as this is who I am.The hell with what you think of me.I am who I am.Nobody is “holy”..Everybody has their darkside..take that in mind..I will go on in the way I want and nobody will tell me how I live..

my life..my rules..my way..=P…

Hardship..

2011-03-18T14:47:00.001-07:00

Its been a long time since I updated my blog.My bad guys >.<..Just been a long long week..having a lot of work to settle with some other minor issues.Really didn’t get the time to settle down.All the while is just work work work +(a lil tiny bit of play…ok quite a lot of play xD!) it seems finally winter is over…and spring is here *relieved*

but..the sad part is..EVERYTHING IS EXPESNIVE..I mean seriously..even a simple coffee was just 10 roubles(russian currency) went up to 12..then now is 15…I mean seriously..something which are easily obtainable is getting more expensive..Even flight ticket price hiking up really fast..==

Tension building up as my course progresses…Trying hold myself down...at the very least..Too many “incidents”..Take sometime to accept it..but hey..who am I to criticize them for being themselves *even though its just plain annoying* but also at the same time they too think that im the want with the problem..so..ironic aint it?

*sigh* and just more *sighs*

CNY celebration

2011-03-07T15:02:00.001-08:00

True..That CNY ended last month but doesn’t stop us from celebrating it does it?Whatever reason they could think off..hey whats done is done.Overall it was fine just a lil few minor set-backs.But the after results was quite harsh >.< ..*sigh* Had a mile fever and my leg muscles keep on cramping from gym and the cooking part..darn it..

My 4 tai kor’s (literal translation will be Big Brothers"*which they are xD*)

Fun? maybe..Tired? Definitely! Well its not what I would expect much..but at least it was quite successful and had one of the best food xD!!!

But 1 things for sure..I AIN”T GONA DO THIS AGAIN NEXT YEAR!!!!

so time to let the pictures do the talking….

siong,poh hee,chow n shawn~ you guys did so much~ haha good job!

oops >.< my eyes closed~

Volgo’s next top model~ LOL!!!!

My sifu!!!!!!!!!! XD!!

And of course..how can we not celebrate CNY with this?…ok I don’t know what is called..but heck..at least I know what it does! XD!

Miss somebody WHO OWES ME 50% of the HAMPER !!!

and course we got the picture of the day..only the best for the ast..

a work done by a kuai lan guy~ LOL!

Ten Items-Day 10

2011-03-07T12:03:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

~~Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now~~

I know its way over-due..due to many …”circumstances” ..here it goes for me for now after all the things I went through..one thing will always stick in mine …regardless what happen...

“I am Surendra Rathod and you are Dennis”

Boon and that’s who we are & always be.

By Surendra Rathod

thanks mike..seriously for everything..=D

Ten Items-Day 9

2011-02-27T10:29:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)Terminator 2 –Judgement day...one of the best movie I ever watched!

2)Resident Evil:Apocalypse

Ten Items-Day8

2011-02-26T13:15:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
~~Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters~~
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)Luffy from OnePiece

2)Johny Bravo

3)Roronoa Zorro from OnePiece

Ten Items–Day 7

2011-02-25T12:43:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)Scissors – D’espairsRay

“…..Make fun of me. Playin' me like a clown…….”….seriously…that’s how I feel..lol

2)Liar – One Ok Rock

“Hey Liar, Hey Liar Not knowing what's lies, what is truth?""….so true….

3)To zanarkand – Nobou Uemetsu

a song that always reflects all sadness and calm in me..=)

4)The Farthest – Deluhi

“…This is, Farthest End!! Nowhere to go. All hope disappears, in front of me. No one can hear my grievous scream,”….seriously…this is how felt a few times…

Ten Items–Day 6

2011-02-24T12:38:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

~~Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday~~
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)Nasi Lemak…seriously I been eating that for the pass 20 years d..lol

2)Japanese food..any of them..no problem for me =D!!!

3)McDonald…seriously..who can’t??? LOL!!!

4)Chinese Economy rice…its means like a mix between other dishes but in small portions =D!!

5)Western food..any of them..steak..rib..etc and etc…just loving it =D

Ten Items–Day 5

2011-02-23T11:49:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

Erm…I will have to cancel this…since..well who am I kidding..I hate reading novels…seriously..lol sorry!!!

Ten Items–Day 4

2011-02-22T13:28:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)My parents…

no one else have ever influenced me in my life more than anyone else.You all shown me what is the meaning of family..to never give up..to fight for what you believe in.I owe everything to both of you..=D..

2)Daniel Tham Zen Kuang…

One of my most closest senior..my best friend..his like a brother to me.Thought me everything here..how to be independent..to always strive to achieve..to be a great friend =D

3)Jason See Ken Jin..

One of my most closest friend since secondary school..For better or for the worst..You well..thought me how to be f**ked up somebody life if they messes with yours , to value friend than girlfriend , to never betray your friends..

4)Aw Yong Chia Chun..

Another closest friend of mine since secondary school..dude..you influence me to do all the shit stuff which maybe good or maybe bad.so ya..thought me how to be “Most Kuai lan person I can”..how be a kid from inside..to have a great with your friends, to value your friends and how to piss them off..LOL!

5)Ivan Ng…

Ya..believe or not dude..I always compete with you in squash last time..so you really kept me going for my squash training last time and heck..one hell of match last time that was..lol!!!..one of our old photos..oh ya his the guy in the middle..haha

6)Celine Teoh Mei Yin

One my most oldest friend since primary school.wow..you really are the best..in every situation I can think of..you really supported me all freaking way! XD..always there for me when I needed the most..kept on encouraging me,,and thought me that..some friends..are really forever..=D!

7)Surendra Rathod..

mike..what else can I say?your just like another me.Very hard to find a game enthusiast.You really thought me how to enjoy and play at the same time studying .. how to had a great time here and how to be better person and a good doctor..at the same time to be a better friend =D

Ten Items–Day 3

2011-02-21T12:07:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)Osaka,Japan…my dream place..seriously =D

2)Shibuya,Japan..all the visual kei,j-rock is born…=D

3)Tokyo,Japan…the city that never sleeps,literally

4)London,Jolly Good England… =D

5)Berlin,Germany…too much history I guess =D

6)Paris,France…Love is in the air aint it ?

7)New York,United States of America…the big apple~

8)Penang,Malaysia..regardless where am i..I will always revisit my hometown..=D

Ten Items–Day 2

2011-02-20T12:49:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

~~Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without~~
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)My Laptop,Computer..basically its my life xD

2)2)My handphone..basically its like my “Ipod”.no music no life aint it?

3)My wallet…also goes the same..no money..NO LIFE!

4)Food…logically of course..*go figure*

5)Earrings …well..its my style xD

6)Bracelets..also as normal guy..it’s a style =P

7)Clothes…Ain’t that logic??unless..your. I let you finish it.xD

8)Music instruments…preferably my piano..if I could *sigh* but there is alternatives

9)Money..Obviously?? lol

Ten Items - Day 1

2011-02-19T14:20:00.001-08:00

~~Day 1: Ten Things You Wanted/Want To Be When You’re Older~~

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without
Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit
Day 4: Seven People Who Inspire You, and Why?
Day 5: Six of Your Favorite Books

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday
Day 7: Four Songs That Describe Your Life Right Now
Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters
Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Quote That Describes Your Life Right Now

1)Soldier.Yup,believe or not.That was my childhood most biggest dream..

2)A good doctor.Well for now I still cant find the meaning of good..yet

3)One hell of a friend ..just imagine ..give you all the suspense

4)A really talented musician..I just love music…

5)An awesome brother..what else can I say? =D

6)A rich guy..*I mean who won’t dream of it?*

7)A happy go-lucky guy ..I am still that =D

8)A talented cook..well after all I have to cook here for 7 years..

9)A Great friend..make no mistake..its different from crazy

10)An honest lover….ok..that sound so wrong…lol

Just like good old times =D

2011-02-17T12:13:00.001-08:00

Just like old times…where from funny..to crazy…to absurd..too just plain clueless…lol I miss those great times guys >.<

Part 1

Part 2

Conclusion of story = Ending your conversation with..WTF really not a good idea.

xD!!!

Winter…

2011-02-15T09:59:00.001-08:00

the never ending white sands…..

Been having a harsh weather this lately…winds are strong…snow are falling and the floor just got thicker…but nevertheless..this is winter and this is how it should be =D!

Had a some what a great time playing around with it but also at the same time having a harsh time fighting it..== every single day have to face the blistering cold wind..the slippery floor and cold environment..

our little 1st snowman….ok..I know it looks pathetic but heck..its worth a shot.

lol!!! and then it just got better…with the “so called Sphinx “

But too make 1 is no easy job especially when your wearing the wrong gloves!!My finger were literally frozen..had joint-lock and frost bites..but it was worth it =D

ahhhh*relieved*…good times those days..but now..just get lot better.*sarcastically of course* What I hate the most just gets more hating…from the usual "*care-free*..now just turn to *care-less*…sometimes…somethings are just best not heard or even known..but they keep saying it..it not hurtful but it just from *annoying to even more annoying to…nuisance* I some peace seriously..==

Its like this snow being stepded down..no matter how many times you step it down..later the snow will be fill up again.Like there was no changes...no matter how many times you tell them..in the end..they never change

well enough of my problems..I will dealt with them someway…here is an EPIC pic I took~ XD!!!

Define extreme??? xD

there goes my semester…

2011-02-09T12:41:00.001-08:00

There been problem with entering Blogspot this recently so I can’t really update my blog recently.My bad people >.<!!..Nevertheless this semester..its really gona be 1 hell of a semester…I mean literally…the total opposite of what im expecting…just like this pic down there…EPIC OWNAGE!!! XD!

Not Edited yet taken on perfect time by Ee Lin

This really is like my situation..my semester is just F**king up my life…==..class is like literally 8-5 or 6 in the evening..almost like working…just that this work aint paid in cash…LOL!…*sigh* gona be a hectic semester..but still looking forward for the next big TOUR!!!! ~ =D!!

but at least from all this shitty semester..I had a great time with them..all of them during the break =D and that was worth every single bit of it ~……………….

but still..I always do look back..look back of what I left behind….my family especially n my friends..>.<…CNY is different..just different without you all…

there 6…and now is 4..>.<..I miss you all…seriously…~

after a long day…

2011-02-05T07:24:00.001-08:00

Sorry for not updating…been having connection problem with blogspot. this lately.And finally Its chinese new year =D!!! and its another year that I couldn’t get my “angpow” again…*sigh*

but at least I had some great times with my friends..and its all worth it =D!! every single tiring bit of it..hehe!

Yeah its been a while I didn’t get the chance to play pool =D! well finally get it.Its was just great to finally kick back n relax *Big exhale* Doing anything and whatever you want is the best thing a student can do for his/her holiday…no problems..no worries..=D!! that’s life..

I feel even more connected with them after such a long time apart.Like the snookers ball on top..even though each ball will go into different pots..eventually they all must line again together 1 way or another.=D..!!!Happy CNY TO EVERYONE AGAIN!!!

just bored…

2011-01-30T14:50:00.001-08:00

Yup…Im bored again..Studying chemistry for the past week and this few days just got intensive is really utterly damn boring..==!!(Pokai in Cantonese means DIE) ..I just wish the exam would be over earlier and I use this time to enjoy..=D!!!..Just 1 more day left…and then..its over =D!!!and also at the same time its Chinese New Year…T.T and I can’t get my Anpows again…*sigh*..

Influence…

2011-01-27T14:22:00.001-08:00

“ Strong mind will always have a strong will..”

This statement is true of course as many people uses this to empower themselves to achieve their utter most desires and dreams.Many people at the same time misused this in a way which they didn’t noticed it.Where does this will came from? what causes us to have such strength??

People would refer to God for advice..or other friends and etc.But for me I felt there are just people who can influence people only..but influence in a good way or a bad way..well that’s up to that person to decide..To be have a soul.

things which kept me going on…..

I had great friends..brothers..sisters..which supported me when I needed them the most.=D but there are people..well had just ..how can I put this way..just unethical the very least..

To do something which you dislike so much..regardless how much it hurts..is something I would commend you for but not all things are just worth doing..that is just not strength ..that is just pure stupidity.

a waste of will and strength on nothing…..

To have the resolve to continue on believing that? I commend you for that too..but God did gave us the will to have free thinking don’t it? so use it..

I tried to keep on believing that one day you would change..but that ain’t happening aint it? To put up a fake smile...to not stand up for yourself..to even act…

I had my fair share of these..to tell you the truth..I am just exhausted..I gave up on this..A brother of mine once told me this before..

”Not everyone will appreciate what you done for them and not everyone is willing to save your ass when they already cover their own”

I finally come to realized how true it is...to have a strong mind so that to have a strong will??…well..that will and mind..one day..will not be as strong as they think when the time comes..Keep that in mind…

My lil sons…

2011-01-21T08:35:00.001-08:00

Awww…after seeing back the photos of my ‘son’~ I really miss him >.<!

my son …Nono~~~~ XD!!!

its been so long d >.<~ the last I saw him was 5 months ago…haihz..can’t wait to go back home…

freak………..xD! the lao ee(grandma for those that don’t understand Hokkien")

*sigh*In another week time will be having my exam…on the Chinese New Year eve…=.=…what a sad coincidence…but will be having a big plan for the next place to travel too for summer break =D!!!

Only her and Nono can sleep like that =D~~~awwwwwww….

Good times

2011-01-17T13:29:00.001-08:00

….damn…Miss those crazy times…xD!!!

ahhh the relieve

2011-01-15T15:01:00.001-08:00

I didn’t knew until I see the time..damn!! I literally was sitting n reading n writing my chemistry from 8pm to 1am..=.=!! but of coz in the middle got deviated off course abit.Today I had another concluding session for chemistry.By luck or by chance depending which you believe in..I get the question card which I only 30% of the question I even heard off..==..

a bundle of joy……………..

but at least did it and its over..ahh the relieve of a Saturday night again..a study-free night to enjoy…lol!! well in another few weeks time will be having my exam..>.<..on the first day of CNY!!…*sigh*

but its been its snowing this few days..=D!!

Its not as cold as last year..n year before that..I find this year it snows less …which is kinda sad for winter though >.<!..

Fund raising…

2011-01-08T11:51:00.001-08:00

Wow..what a day.All I can say is…im totally worn out.Worst part is im still sick..as in really sick..=.= under-estimated the power of herbal soup.Lol! sore-throat and left it just like that end up with fever..with literally less than 1 hour sleep due to the flam clogging up my nose..=.=!

But nevertheless its really those time where no matter how tough it is..there is always a Silver Lining .=D Get to know more about my juniors and how are they now.

The partfak group..wow..been so much of help during this “ordeal” lol!We started from yesterday around 9pm till today this morning about 11 A.M..but I was knocked out by 10 something >.<..over-time d..medicine effect kicked in too fast..feeling to dizzy.lol!! now my room smells like garlic…LOL!

Shredded onions..Damn!!my eyes were literally burning the whole night because of that =.=!!..

damn…the chickens…I will not buy a whole chicken anymore..traumatized by the constant smashing,chopping,pulling,peeling,tearing….

the horror…the horrror!!!!!!…

just kidding..still gona eat them of coz!! lol!!anyway..need to rest..my eyes are swelling and my head is spinning..=P! to be updated soon

The ending of a new beginning

2011-01-01T11:15:00.001-08:00

ya I know this picture got nothing to do about it xD!!

Anyway Happy New year everybody =D!!! it’s the time and the way where you see those happy drunkards get Happier. And guess what?? nothing happens.=.= .Everybody so expecting something to happen but the fact is..is just another day which the days changes. lol! but its afterall a holiday..so we must enjoy it!!

before??

after??? and

this..=D!!! and that’s all it matters..

I wont get the chance to celebrate new year or Chinese New Year with my family back home for 7 years…but at least..I still have another “family” here for another 7 years..=D!!Thanks everyone!!

and so another great time will be remembered..

pic of the day!!! XD

and like usual..lets hope this year will be another year full of fun and exciting thing to happen..=D!!

A great moment to remember

2010-12-28T12:11:00.001-08:00

and of course im late to wish everyone Merry Christmas ~ but hey ~ its time to be jolly =D!!!

thanks for making my day =D!..

well the worst of the week is over..luckly the performance wasn’t that horrible as it seen >.< but regardless of the shitness happened again and again..it seems to hurt less but yet thinking about that..really drop my mind into consideration of where to put my faith in….but at least I know I have a few people I can put my faith in always =D!

and an unexpected gift from my roomate..my friend =D!

thanks for the coffee mike!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xD!!!More adrenaline!! hehe

cant wait for the new year..=D!

Betrayal

2010-12-23T13:47:00.001-08:00

*sigh*…..

Sometimes we always here this a lot..like people backstabbing other people and etc.Usually and most of the times..the victim is unaware and it strikes down hard and painfully…Its normal for every person to felt this pain and suffering..but sometimes its really unexpected…from unexpected people too..especially knowing they WERE the people you care about.

I knew thought this would happen to me.

I stood up for them when nobody could do it..

I stood for them when they need it the most..

I took the blame when nobody can take it...

I charge the front for them when nobody wanted too..

but…when I need them the most,all I get from them was…..

total…

silence…and nothing else..

No..it was the pain from the teachers screwing me,it wasn’t the fact they scared..it wasn’t that I was being ignorant..but it was disappointment and betrayal..at that moment..I couldn’t control myself..I felt so angry..yet so sad at the same time..from that moment..I really thought for myself…it keep repeat in my mind what to do next..

“Did stood up for the wrong people?..”

“What did I do wrong to deserve this?..”

“Forgive and forget?..”

“Revenge or let it go?.

They didn’t know..didn’t felt anything..a share of concern? ..too late..

Well..I take this as a lesson..Forgive and forget..I can forget this..but forgive..that won’t happen.A wound forms a scar..and that scar..won’t go away.A senior once told me before..

“You don’t need many friends,you just need true friends only”

thinking about it….

but I do know 1 thing I am sure about..I not be standing up for anyone else other than myself and my real friends..

A man of his words

2010-12-20T13:01:00.001-08:00

A found this in my latin book

'” Vir Vebra “

It means a man of his words..I find it amusing and true.Many people nowadays made promises which never kept.I too admit I made promises which I couldn’t keep.Sometimes its not only promises which we can keep.even a little saying could be.I feel this quite often happening to me..

shattering aint it?

sometimes its really frustrating and nerve-racking.I really wonder,is it so hard to ask something?? or is it really so hard to admit that “yes I don’t know” rather than “No I don’t know”..what is so hard about it? please think about it. this is just an example.

Its true the saying “Its easier said than done”…but yet ther times its just that..people always say things which they intend to do …but never done..which they never knew that sometimes..or most of the times..other people depended on that the action they speak of so proudly..when you ended doing it yourself..soon to realize that “what was bloody point of even saying it in the first place??” so that have the good impression of other people?? so that can be always on top on someone else?

I realize this a long time ago..but some didn’t.Only a few really kept it..a few…Sometimes I feel like giving up them and just ignored them..but it seems just so hard..balance between a friend and nuisance … I really wished …I wasn’t pinned down by this..

Boundaries….

2010-12-11T15:37:00.001-08:00

What a sad a realization how limited time I have…when the time came I wasn’t there.Had a long chat with my friends.Was practicing the guitar while my friend suddenly ask me “why didn’t learn even more other instrument to play? ….and I just like *stunned!*

Shouldn’t had wasted those times..been a while didn’t felt the feeling to keep playing something you like.Maybe because I realize this could be another way for me to express my personal life and problems through music..That usually works fine for me through piano and squash.. Looking through all my genre songs..it changes dramatically…I really like J-rock songs..as it really something I felt.

look..a rocker can make such melodic music….

I felt this like another escape from reality..Listening is just not enough..Playing is just even better..but have to learn it the hardway.But everyone have its boundaries..I hope im just now pushing it…1 day I really hope I can master this instrument..within this 6 years..hopefully..

Well I don’t really expect you all to understand how I felt about this.Not many people have to urge and drive to go for it when comes to music.I hope can have my own set 1 day.. =D..well at least im still keeping 1 part of me still the same…being different =P!

bacteria!!!

2010-12-09T11:50:00.001-08:00

Ok…I am bit crazy..due to fact have to remember and give a presentation about the whole thing about bacteria and the craps it have..=.=..ya I know,compared to those done by my seniors this is less than it seems.So far did quite well for anatomy =D! quite happy with it.Seems I learned something *like I didn’t!* lol!

Soon I can play perfectly the cover for Versailles – Shout and bliss.Might even do video depending of the time I have~ LOL!!…I shall let time do the talking when it comes.

Frozen time..

2010-12-04T14:07:00.001-08:00

so time goes on a hold…

So comes the time of the year where everything is in a sudden chill..yes im talking about Winter. Wow..seriously is the only word I can think of right now.,All of the sudden,on my way to morphological department for my lectures..its was just cold..after lecture..there is …snows…and its like a freaking tundra .Its snow so heavily.

let it snow,let is snow………..

The weird thing is..its just the 3rd day of winter..which last year was still quite warm..Food for thought..right now..Moscow is almost –20..and Saint Petersburg is almost –26..how about Volgograd?

well..luckily…its now –12…and still going down…lol!!

All I can say is…Lets Hibernate!! lol!!!

Been a interesting weekend =D!

Happy Belated Birthday bro =D

2010-11-27T15:39:00.001-08:00

Though this aint much but I hope you enjoyed it =D!!A promise is a promise.This is something you wont get to do every single day .So once again want to wish you for all done for me and helped me through when I need help the most..

“ Happy birthday Daniel Tham Zen Kuang “

The “Zebra Cake” work after all xD thanks a lot to Shen yew’s quick idea.I owe ya!!Had an awesome steamboat dinner at his place.LoL its been a while didn’t eat till stomach literally bloated *no burps* xD!Wee Wee! your sambal was simply keat wei! must try by myself next time d.

and so ends the “Intensive course” for the first years..*big relieve*..and begins another new challenge..lets see how it play shall i? hopefully won’t be any more Crazy suprises…especially today.. xD

what a sad face…..=(…

Its just not the same…

2010-11-16T13:20:00.001-08:00

“ Time Changes everything and everyone “

I once believed that there can be people able to not subdue or give in to the changes of time itself..but I bare witness how vulnerable we are to influence…

“ those were the days ”

As we move on,I felt we distanced apart from different small things.But well this is afterall uni life.No more “Secondary School Crap” .LoL! can’t believed I still remember what “He'” said last time till now.Haha! *yeah….you know who you are xD* But im still holding it together!I still miss my dog though T.T* NONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

“things will never be the same anymore”

When you all gave me another reason to continue here,I am impressed on how you guys do it.Following your footsteps is never easy but I think if you’re here now,im sure will be disappointed.Things did change but not for the better at the very least..but at least one thing still remained the same and I really hope they do..my friends..my brothers..my sisters.. =D my family…

This is 1 picture which everyone will remember..Literally xD!!! LOL! and still remembering why its remembered~ =D!..ahh…good times..

happening week

2010-11-10T11:49:00.001-08:00

well as the holidays passes…well I have to say…

“Well SPENDED! =D “

Not everyday I will say that but I have to say its really worth it!.Have a great Adrenaline rush for a while xD! get my heart pumping for more!

Awesome games mates!!! =D!! blast the shit out of each other

Its been a while too.I finally took up and getting serious in learning electric guitar.Been practicing and learning =D!! Soon…Very soon…*praying and keep on praying*

Rawk on dudes!!!

Things been running quite well here,knowing things which are not supposed to be known..Finding out that people has many “types” of faces..knowing that there are still people out there still will care for you no matter what happens..*tears of happiness* The fire burning from within is still raging >.<!!!*BURN!!!!* anyway time to continue on this life again >.<!!!

Autumn blues…

2010-10-27T13:41:00.001-07:00

a green and a yellow…..

So yes im bored as you can see frequent bloggingLOL!.Well its true i felt i can relax once in a while..Pictures like this give me reasons to keep on going =D!! Thought been difficult as recently been so far “Challenging” I think its time for me to release another dream of learning another musical instrument =D!!!

maybe by next month will get myself an electric guitar.I have to exclude my earlier plan of getting a violin as its very erm annoying to play it in such a erm…how to put it.. “PACKED” environment xD!I! i need to take things easily and need to calm down >.< felt like since last year things been goin just too fast.LoL! seriously i wish got the Time Remote control like in the movie “Switch” xD!!! *click*! paused everything~ ….wishing and wishing..>.<

and so the fight goes on…….

Congratulation!

2010-10-22T12:26:00.001-07:00

Well its been a while i blog happy thoughts rather than the usual hate,complains, and etc and etc.Since today wasn’t such a bad day and not everything goes according to plan but i still want to wish you again bro,Congratulation =D!!!hopefully will get to join you next year >.<!!! lol! *still dreaming* xD

one day….hopefully..if im not dreaming xD!!!!

Though getting this is no easy task.For some that don’t know what is it.Its like our Malaysia Hari Cemerlang.If literal translation means same thing also.Getting straight excellent marks for exams are no easy task and look at all of them!!! =D!! *erm those that wore formal clothes are the ones who got it by the way xD not all lol!*

Congratz!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D!..

Well learned lesson

2010-10-18T12:54:00.001-07:00

Well didn’t expect that to happen that day but goes to show everyone.Not everyone agrees with everything and there are people just don’t know when to give up and shut up.I felt this year is by far the most problematic year i seen regardless of great good deeds of my seniors who helped us all to stay in our old hostel =D! *thanks you guys!* I find that its time to takes things easy d.No point in wasting my time stressing over the thing which im learning like literally every single day.Learnt from a great senior xD!One of the most relaxed person i seen by far.

Oh ya Happy Belated birthday you 2 !!! =P

Hope you guys have a great time =D!!

No matter what happen.I will not,i repeat i will not let her dictate my life or ruin my whole first year because of her!.I don’t you to compared me with other people else.I am who i am thats all!.Don’t test me..

changed??

2010-10-15T13:52:00.001-07:00

Autumn………….

After returning here about 3 weeks d..i noticed..There are changes among us which only a handfull noticed.I personally felt it the most in the not a pleasant way.Ya this lately been complaining about the stress im going through.It really does make or break a person here.I really wish it was just like last time where at least most classes ends with a smile on the face “ =D”..

I felt like im lost somewhere again..=.=.In class i really didnt expect the same thing happen again like last time.I was so pissed until at point for the momentary just let go myself.Not proud of what i said though.Sometimes i wonder is it really my fault?? or not..

Though the are happy moments like this =D!

I find myself nowadays pinned down..broken..i sometimes even like just didnt noticed whats happening around me(haha ya blurring).keeping up with them is not an easy task knowing my own limitation..I really need to straighten up myself soon before i break down again..and hope can still hold in ..

“Anger is better than the spear”

Ceaser.

i hope not…

A new stress…

2010-10-10T13:34:00.001-07:00

Being back here didnt really gave me much hope d as i continue on.Catching up in class with like 4 super-geniuses its incredibly hard.They might not noticed but they don’t feel the pressure and stress as much as i do..especially when it comes to language..im never strong or interested in language other than the wan which i like myself.Learning foreign language is never easy and it takes time..like years!! not in a few months time..others pick up very fast but IM NOT THEM!…so please dammit..give a break already will you..im here to learn whats there to be learned to be a doctor..Not some kind of linguist .Language is something which takes TIME! which your NOT GIVING ME!

The tension build up in class is really nerve-breaking.Its hard enough just to keep it to myself.No point of telling them.None of them understand how stress i feel in class.When your in my position you will know how i feel right now,every single class your screwed one way or another,never get a chance to have a break,always the no.1 target.I am really really close to point of “returning fire” d but i hold my ground caused this is really an unnecessary problems i really don’t need now.I mean like for everyone feels the same way..”The more you hate something,the harder it is to accept it the way it is”..Same goes to this,the more i hate it,the harder for me to learn it

.Every single freakng day,i always get such “FANTASTIC” compliment like “Your the worst in class” or “Whats wrong with you??why cant you pick up like others?” or my personal favourite “why can’t you learn?”.Its not to say im not trying,i really do tried and i really do study but its just..i can digest all of this in such a short time and i need time to think.

*sigh* though this post is just pure and simple complaint and hatred and stress relieve,i find this a way for me to express what is going on in my life which very few people knew about.This point,i really really wish,i can just change or transfer.I really feel im jus wasting my time but at least there are some friends i really i can talk too about this.

I really wish i can just skip this 2 months,6-7 hours of just Pure language class i really..really too intense.Please will you just leave me alone..i just want to be alone……

Times up i guess..

2010-09-23T09:57:00.001-07:00

“sigh….”

Well after a long 1 and half months of summer break.I guess its time to go back to land which i name it “The Hole”!..Its been a great back home with everyone.Rediscover things which i didn’t know and knew =D!Spending time with my friends and family.Im really gona miss this place a lot >.< hopefully will come back next year.

Im so gona miss my Lil NonO!!! T.T~~~ another year..and gona miss you too~ i really wish we could spent more time together >.< .When i left Volgograd in my mind i was like “AWSOME AND FINALLY!!!” but now its like “Crap!! NO!!! it started again =.=!”

Thanks guys =D! really made my holiday just that awsome!!!

Well at least now I AM A STUDENT..=.= ok not many will understand why but some knows xD! and i lazy wana explain all over again.Its time start to being emo again and fulfill my hopes and dreams!

And so..i say Goodbye everyone..and to a place where i call Home….see you all next year =D!!

Party!

2010-09-19T10:52:00.001-07:00

“With friends,why need enemies?”

Well i can’t deny the fact that i have to sooner or later going back to the “Hole”.So what the heck? just do another party the old fashion way.Drink till you can’t drink! XD but that too didnt work due to inefficient flow of alcohol to the blood stream >.<!!! haha really thanks everyone for coming and especially my dad who made 1 of the best cocktails and shot ever! xD!!

Had a blast with my friends =D! ahh this gathering is really been a while from last time our old tuition days at Pn.Ainon tuition center xD!

You guys really changed my life =D!!

Ian came up with the idea of using card and see whose number is higher or lower must drink 1st and the last will drink all!!!

One of the best shots, 1st on the left is my dad’s AK-47,2nd on the right is Brave Bull,And the left bottom is Black Russian.on the bottom right is my Green Midori. There a still alot but i didnt get the chance to take the pic due to the erm..”Dizziness” lol!!

but to make this happen..you need this!

A shaker and mixer and measuring shot

an awesome array of “Liquids” xD!

an awesome dad!!! and some drunk dudes~

Some “very” energetic peoples xD!

This is those times which i am glad still to have this great friends =D!

Thanks again everyone =D!!!

counting down the days…

2010-09-14T08:31:00.001-07:00

Its just like last year when i left my hometown…The agonizing anxiety to leave home due to boredom…As i recall the past..it sucks to know that everything mostly been just a downfall..nothing really came in great..The hostel problem,my brothers problem and etc.

To tell you the truth,i’m actually glad about time to go back to the “hole”.Its time to take matters to my own hands now.Realizing back how boring life is sitting back home and “goyang kaki” literally the whole day.But i managed to get somethings done =D!

Had a great time with my friends =D (still having xD)
Makan all the Malaysian food i miss so dearly >.<
Learn how to play a guitar (still learning)
“kuai lan” with my friends
Buy all the things i can’t get in Russia
Spending time with my family
Waste the whole day playing,sleeping,eating

An example of just great times =D

NONO!!!!

Me and Yi lian

and of coz the gang xD!!!!

Having all of this,a suckish day can always turn up great =D!!

Different

2010-09-09T10:50:00.001-07:00

Ahh…Well 1st of all,i would like to wish my malay friends all a happy Selamat Hari Raya =D!Well for once at 12PM there is No fireworks?? Amazing aint ? A raya night which i can enjoy xD!!!

But still,recently received news that my about my hostel problems.Its suck to know that whatever that i stood up for and already got a confirmation is now unconfirmed again =.=..*sigh* Seriously

Kim Hostel = 500USD(wanted to stay)

Hiroshima hostel = 950 USD(DONT WANT!)

whats with the extra 450USD???? i don’t get it..=.=..imagine the things you can do with that amount..my god.*filled with awsome imaginations xD!* Screw that !will settle this dispute my way!.

Anyway i found a new j-rock band called D=OUT.My god!! ITS just awsome!! another Versailles!!!

arent they just awsome!!!

Ya i know,im turning into a j-rock/emo/gothic guy d.Screw that,ok gothic no! emo maybe~ not yet i guess.This people really inspired me a lot! lol! i even really really take my time to learn up guitar *still learning!*

hizumi!!!!! from D’espairsRay!

Well i guess this those few things that won’t keep me bored xD!

A brand new look! XD

2010-09-03T00:28:00.001-07:00

ya i know its sucks.Not easy you know >.< lol! my right hand she did for me and i try on my left hand.xD!.and no i ain’t no EMO kid.I just wana try the visual kei trend and see how it goes =D!.Plus,its getting real boring with the usual styles.Wana try a new look and see.hehe

New appearance

2010-08-29T09:29:00.001-07:00

hmmm..should be changing a new appearance d..i feel so bored with nowadays wardrobe.Those wanabe ah beng and lala seriously make me sick and a disgrace to the true Visual Kei’s and Punk/Emo people out there.After my recent rise in J-rock songs,i feel like trying out their style but sadly in Penang its not so special as the shop in KL called I-SOCK.My god!! its like heaven of Visual kei,emo,punk,! i can’t help myself to try them out myself =D!

one of the few things i bought xD..but it cost a bomb..

The things there are seriously not cheap due to fact they are all imported from japan. Check it out if any of you interested =D

http://i-sockonline.com (its in Times Square,KL)

i feel like trying out more of the visual kei stuff..but of course not to the extend of those crazy make-up and amazingly cool coloured haired xD! but i will try out other things.~ hehe

A slight change?

2010-08-20T10:47:00.001-07:00

I wonder did i really change that much??..But is for the good or for the worst?.Hmmm..i hope not >.<. After i came back home.I realize just how much everything changes.From the usual kopitiam i always go,to my house.The most changes is not others but myself.Visited few of the teachers and they still are in “Shock” that i went to Russia and already studied there a year..only a few are not surprised.I always wondered..did i really give such a bad impression to everyone last time??..Even to my own family members…

Sometimes it really pissed me off..its like thought of me like an idiot or the usually word which my EX-principal usually say to our badge last time..”Sampah Masyarakat” or “Public Trash” (those that don’t understand Malay) or even my old lecturer usually call us ”Secondary School Craps”.I still won’t forgive her and never will.This strengthen my resolve to prove to her and those non-believers..but mostly to myself..that i could go to a distance..that a “trash” can become something!.Though my imagine as a medical student is far from achieved..to me ..it doesn’t matter.I have my own personal life to live in.When times comes,i will decided how shall it be played.

But still there things which im grateful that i still and always have when im back or anywhere in the world.My friends..=D

A quote from Melvin xD

“ I don’t need many friends,i just need real friends ”

Friendship..

2010-08-16T09:55:00.001-07:00

Chatting with you really brings backs lots of memories..can’t believe i knew you for so many years..you always like “once a upon a time” .I really do believe it so.From the time we hated each other,till well know different story.LMAO!.I still have that notebook that you wrote off xD!!Still got all of those “drawings” which you always drew.Hehe!And you always bully me when i was still a “Pegawas Percubaan” haha!

From time to time we change,but still our friendship still never changes..you were there for me when i need you the most.Thank you =D!!.I really wish to see you again >.< its been a year or so we parted our ways.From those late video calls at night to the msn messages we wrote off xD! You connected to me back to realm of reality. thank you for everything.! i really do miss you T.T..I will keep that promise i made to you.That you don’t have to worry ~ hehe xD!!

Day 2 in Saint.Petersburg

2010-08-15T09:35:00.001-07:00

just the 3 of us and palace xD!

So sorry for late post my fellow readers,been a bit busy this lately =D!! So here is the places we visited in Day 2.Well personally to me its one of the best places i ever visited =D! exclude the soaring heat and the sun burn’s.Heck its worth it =D!! The Petergov palace and the Saint Issac’s Cathedral though we couldnt go in due to no-free-tiket-for russian students policy >.<~yes i know what ur thinnking but heck~ we are all cheap xD!its just the degree of cheapness which is different.Enjoy the pics =D

The great Petergov fountains =D

Extreme modeler xD! with umbrella~

Zeus …Poseidon .. and of course Hades

First time experiencing the natural phenomena known as the white night.Its basically your average day with More Daylight and less Night.The pic taken below was taken at 11.30PM.And its still a bit bright ain’t it?

Saint Peterburg

2010-08-11T10:00:00.001-07:00

A god’s calling for us =D!

The trip is just that awsome =D!!! seriously one of the best if you exclude the soaring heat wave in the train and the hazy smog of Moscow but other than that,the place is just that awsome =D!! First thing first,thanks to my friends Hansley and Mike for making this trip possible.Its really a great city,really nice weather for summer.Historically very interesting and the buildings are just artistic at best =D. Here are the list of places we went :

Peter And Paul Fortress
Petergov
Saint Issac’s Cathedral
Catherine Palace
Pushkin’s City
Russian Museum
Hermitage/Winter Palace
Church of the Savior Blood
The Mariinsky Palace
The Trinity Bridge
Kazan Cathedral
Griboyedov Canal
Vosstania Square
Exchange Building/Naval Museum
The Kunstkamera
Sea Guardian Columns
The Admiralty

and etc..too many places forgot their names..=D some of it can’t take pic.Will try to post up the best pic for the places i visited =D.Hope you guys enjoy.

A fountain where all the “happy campers” are found xD!

Welcome to saint pete ! XD

Me and mike at the souvenir market(killer price)

The Chapel of the Saviour Blood

me n hans… and also run-away princess~ XD!

free!!!

We three!!! xD just awsome!

The Faberg Egg’s of Russia =D!

so…Venice aint it?

now this is rare~ xD!

This pictures was all from our 1st day there.The others will post up soon =D!!

Home sweet home =D

2010-08-08T08:58:00.001-07:00

Finally back home d~ ahh the familiar smell and breeze ~really such a delight to be back home.Saint Petersburg trip was awsome~ just a lil minor set back though.Will upload lots of pics later on.For now i just need a lot of rest =D

Passing of a friend..

2010-07-25T01:46:00.001-07:00

This is by far one of the darkest time in Volgograd.A dark shadow cast upon everyone. A tragic event had unfold itself which shock the almost everyone here.Though we finally accept the fact but in everybody minds..there will just be 1 thought..”How i wish it was joke..please..”.A chain of bad lucks or if you believed already shown it.As it manifest itself to such a misfortune.The still waters may snatch you away from us..but no God,no soul can ever come close to you in our hearts.Though God left us broke, despairs,sorrow,sadness,heart-broken,lost… but !We are strong!!

He was really 1 of the most funniest person i met here.I met you way back at secondary school =D.Such an energetic person,lovable,friendly..no words can describe you my friend.We all miss you dearly.Though i may not get the chance to get to know more..but still you will never be forgotten.I seen even the strongest man can drop down on his knees when this happens.Here to you..one of the greatest person i met ..

Prapagaraan Loganathan Magendran

17 May 1989 - 22 July 2010

You left for us a legacy for us always to remember you.Truly such a tragic accident.Its ironic for this things happened.God is cruel to have taken you away from us but i hope that God will always by your side in the valley of the after-life.May your soul be forever in peace my friend.

“There is no greater sorrow than to

recall in misery the time when we were happy”

-Dante Nosenbreg-

A big relieve..

2010-07-20T14:17:00.001-07:00

*big inhale..and big exhale*..finally..Im done with my Russian Exam for this year..a big relieved that i didnt just past..i got somewhat a good mark too.=D ya i know i posted something very stupid just now in FB.Sorry about it people >.<..*bow down* its just that..well for the past 2 weeks non-stop streak of studying and memorizing both chemistry and russian..really really take a toll on me.When the stress builds up and stored..there is a point where u just felt like letting it out everything..well i did it but in a lot of ways but one it wasn’t right >.< i apologize for that. But nevertheless after today..god..i felt so alive again. =D!!

Had a great lunch with my friends Mike,Abraham,Hansley and Ee Lin.Although is costly but it was worth it =D every single bite.Who needs therapy when u have friends =D~

haha some what “mafia” shot xD

Desperation…

2010-07-16T14:29:00.001-07:00

Today was by far one of the most intensive,longest,stressful,tiring exam i ever had.My god..really can faint..Imagine exam start at 8A.M and end at 3.30PM but thats for me cause i finish earlier..some finish nearly 5PM..I spent like 7 hours sitting on the chair,in the small room with 7 people,with no fan and no breaks..My brain was literally push to the limit..but at least..its over..a big relieve *exhales* ahh yes there is 13 More Days left in this shithole.. can’t wait to go to Saint.Petersburg and finally home =D!!!..now its time to cramp 16 shitty russian article in my brain within 4 days…=.=.*there goes my brain cells*

Well at least my favourite J-rock band will accompany to endure this!.Sad to hear one of my favourite band lead Guitarist died..T.T

Versailles..My favourite band =D.

Note=Some of you might not believe..but all of them are guys.Well its like their trend to cross dress.Jasmine is the purple guy..one of the best guitarist T.T..

and now there is 4 of them..but at least still have Hizaki and Teru =D!

RIP Jasmine Yuu,….

Disappointment..

2010-07-13T00:58:00.001-07:00

Really disappointed with my chemistry exam results..Seriously..For the past few days..i really push myself to cramp every shitty things in my brain.the sleepless nights...i really thought its gona be that hard..but it wasn’t .It was really easy..but shit part is..I FORGOT EVERYTHING for the basic part..I focus fo much on the hard part like the acid/base reactions,organic and inorganic chemistry..I really Over-estimated my exam..

As for the chemistry department..*sigh*..i really understand why so many seniors says that .That deparment is by far the most F**K TUP ..=.=..I felt like i really wasted all my time for this.but still i won’t give yet..not so soon..i still got 4 more exams to go..and i back home..home sweet home..=D

Kalis birthday =D

2010-07-13T00:06:00.001-07:00

For my dear friend kalis =D!

Exam fever..Anxiety..stress..but we still make it through =D..though we are of all busy with our studies..a special day like this will not be forgotten for a special friend like you kalis =D!!.Happy 20th Birthday ~~~ for everything you have done for us =D!!! Sorry we can’t really get a better present due to erm…”financial crisis” xD!!!

A special day for u ^.^

A touch of happiness in her eyes =D!!

XD!!!!!!

Its been a privilege being ur friend =D.All those times of laughter and joy we spent through. =D Thank you .

A blast from the past..

2010-07-09T12:56:00.001-07:00

Omg..exam next week and yet im still crapping this here..but too me..Its really sentimental to me.I found this by an old old friend from my primary school. =D..God..its been so long already from those days..When teachers we busting you every time..running around and chasing whoever..eat all you can..tease a lot of people..ahh..good times good times.. =D

A list of “Ejekan" from my old class..6 Meranti =D!

Exam exam exam..and 3 more weeks to go..=D..

Another just left..

2010-07-05T12:38:00.001-07:00

Haihz..Yesterday just sent of both Mao;ui and Hui Yee..T.T*sigh*..Really felt sad and depressing to see them goin off..for a moment it was ok but then later i realize..how much the meant to us not just as a senior but as a friend..T.T really hope i can them again one day..

The last pic we shall take together T.T

Shall not shed anymore tears…T.T

Well finally next week exam..can’t wait for it to be over..=D..And then time for a new beginning all over again =D

Goodbye…

2010-06-28T12:48:00.001-07:00

Its really a sad departure especially when its your own friends T.T Even though its we met for just a few months,it still hurt to see you guys leave >.<..Its gona be a long time before our path will cross again.Yesterday,i sent off my seniors off to Saint.Petersburg.

Another great time =D

Melvin,Yim,Hanie and Benji.Really wasn’t easy to hold those tears to come out but it did..Never know it would be so hard to let go a friend which you known to care about..Jin May today also left already..couldn’t sent her off though >.< *sorry..*

One of the best times we had together all of us =D!

soon 1 by 1 will go off..and we will be the wan to uptake their legacy that they have left behind for us to follow.I will never forget those times you helped us and we fun together ever since we came here =D all of you..you guys rock!!! *will not shed another tear T.T* All the best in future and will hope to see each other again in the near future =D.

“The hardest thing to say is not

sorry..but goodbye..”

Congratulations =D!!!!

2010-06-26T14:49:00.001-07:00

Soon…6 years to go =D!!

Well yesterday was my 6th year course senior’s graduation day =D!I have to say wow! its really something i never seen before other than those in the movies..Its really a nice experience to be a part of this =D

Congratz Dr.Tan hehehe ^.^

Dr.Tan Hui Yee..god how to start about her??really no words to describe her..just simply the best =D!!Everything..i owe her so much..She was like everytime there when i was at the most down..She really gave me so much morale boost..inspired me to keep moving on..gave me so much hope to clutch on..*I will not cry T.T*..and of course 1 of the best cook ever!!!

When i look in their eyes,all i can see is happiness and even more happiness =D!!Receiving flowers,their certificates,i think is just overwhelming for them =D!.All i can say..im really gona miss all of them T.T can’t believe so soon they will be leaving here..I owe so much to you guys..Helping us out so much,showing us the proper path we shud walk down in this course we uptake..You thought us something which not many people can teach…You shown to us that from all the struggle you been through,you succeeded in the end.=D!!

and of Dr.Chung!!! =D!!!!!

When we arrived here,we know nothing what is the life as a medical student..but now we know..Seriously you guys open the door for us and shown it ..Dr.Melvin Chung.shared with us all without hesitation..Really inspired me to really put my effort in more,given me more hope on about this place..to not give up..and another great baker xD!! and a best friend i could ever had =D!!

Dr.Nam and Dr.Chung!

No one has shown so much care,so much dedication as you Dr.Nam Hsu Zane!!Ever since we are here,you help us so much.From everything to anything.No words can describe what you have done for us for past months..

Dr.Cheng =D!!!!

And of Dr.Cheng Mao’ui~ =D!!Thought me how to play basketball when i was still a noob (still am tho >.<).Really friendly to me when i was here first time at the 3rd floor in Daniel’s room in for his birthday xD! i still remember that time~ hahaha!

So many people..so little time..

Thank you for everything =D..and so..i bid you farewell and good luck..T.T..Will never forget those moments with you guys~Hope our paths will cross again soon =D!!

An Obsession

2010-06-24T15:16:00.001-07:00

A new obsession had flown into my vein..an obsession of J-Rock/J-Metal..LOL!! from J-pop to visual kei to J-rock ..

This is Versialles,A J-Rock band that emphasise on the renaissance-esque costumes.Yes they do look like erm “……” i don’t wan to stain their reputations but they make 1 hell of a song..Seriously =D!I really respect them.To wear such costume with such pride.Not many people even had the gut to do such things.Its just awsome

.Another band such as LM.C,Abiddigon BOy school,Girgamesh…Wow..Simply just awsome =D!! and ya..i heard of Big Bang new song.. im not really a fan of Koreon Band..actually Rephrase that, I’M NOT A FAN AT ALL OF KOREON BAND but i myself must admit they sang the song Tell Me Goodbye(coz its in jap).Its just nice =D!!!

A new beginning again

2010-06-24T15:02:00.001-07:00

Well as you can see finally we got ourselves a new room at the 3rd floor.Hopefully next sem we will be permanently staying here..or else..we had a little “plan” installed for the “Pat Poh” if she don’t..XD!!!

Its still weird tho..when i look to left i see all 3 of them xD

anyhow..it occurs to me after a long long while to clear up the room and packed to the new room and unpacked,that some people just really like keepings all their stuffs..even their own plaster of paris cast ?? used bandages??? =.=!!! god..it was so disgusting just to even clear the Ex-Resident place..=.=!!!

A little quick memory i had here to keep my morale up always..=D

And well exam is just in another 2-3 weeks time..can start to feel the tension start and also the JOY!! and in seriously..can’t wait to go back and also to Saint.Petersburg xD!!! but its really hard to study at this heat..=.= just look!!!

And its almost night as in 8.00 pm..oh ya around 9.00pm only it will dark for now and NO! im not faking it =.= this really how hot it is now..try in the afternoon..it is literally on fire!!! lol!!!

Happy Father’s Day!

2010-06-20T04:17:00.001-07:00

A special post specially dedicated to you dad =D

Happy Father’s day dad =D and thanks for everything you have done for me for the past years.=D!!!Will never forgets those moments.