Time

People always say “stop wasting time with your lame jokes”…  but I say “hey..go eat shit!” XD …There will always be time to play..to enjoy…and time to be serious .To balanced them is hard..its not easy but seriously..some things..just come by heart.You don’t have study 24/7 everyday to gain every little tiny bit of it..it comes by experience.But at least “wasting time” its also a time to just sit back & relax =D!!

and all you need..are just some crazy & sarcastic people to brighten up a shitty day.

oh ya by the way..this is my Russian/Curator for my group.One of the best I ever had.Seriously..well..since she now knows my tricks in class but still its fun messing around with her.XD! Beats having to sit down all day doing grammer craps & concluding papers rite? So just sit back & chill =D!

Even meaning going to the same place *I think its my 5th time here again* to the same place for excursion again..in the same place..same usual story again but slightly different environment with the teacher =D!

So..seriously? 4hrs of excursion is better? or 4hrs of grammer,dialog,text,test is better? you decide ~ "

”Your old enough to make your own”

              decision…

                                 Desmond Boon

Lol..that line which he always used on me…>.< in any or every situation

 

Music feel in a sick mode..

Its weird…its been a long time I didn’t felt so into music again..well im sick as in really sick so its give me a lot of time to rest but its just boring..suddenly was just listening to a song..suddenly I just wana play it.Learn it up by hearing again..that feeling of just trying to complete the song..feels just great…=D!!!

Was playing my most favorite song..by The Rootless – One day ….Sorry I won’t share my tabs here..and..I can’t..LOL..I never actually learn the chords for guitar..I self thought to play..so I don’t really have the basics for guitar..but heck..if I can’t afford a piano..guitar is the next best thing..=D!…When I have the time again I might even do a video of it xD!

Welcome to 20’s

Haha well lets just keep it short.Happy birthday Hansley! Well this is dedicated to you.Since your getting older,I welcome you to the 20’s!!..xD

                      kenji…LOL >.< (show off!! xD)

             Enjoy your last day as a kid..xD!! time to be an adult LOL!

well at least im not late =P!!! Happy birthday dude~

wishing…

    So be happy what you already have..sometimes you might just get what you wished for one day…=D!

Individualism…

After having a lecture/class in Phycology today,we discussed about the Motivation ..So rather than me fully explain every single aspect of this.I will just get to the point..1 thing struck in particular when a certain friend of mine..proposed an idea..An idea which I felt personally which is true but at the same im am sure many would disagree at the same time..while we discussing about Will & Ambition

The idea is..

”It’s a positive & negative feedback upon the”

influence of people on his/her decision in

                       life..

True..indeed if a person where to make his/her decision merely on his believe..it would be wise to listen & respect other peoples opinion but at the same time..the more we depended on people’s opinion..the more we lose our identity,who we are & what makes us special

..Yes,many of us never noticed this..When we have the idea..the choice,within that small period of time just by influence..that idea manifest itself to suite other people’s need…but not for ourselves.When the individual realizes it,it maybe too late.By that time..their just merely…no offense…Puppets and the other people around him are the Puppet Masters. Every movement,desire,will is controlled by the master..

So my point is that…if so called God gave us the mind to think for ourselves…than I say…START USING THEM…Don’t let people govern your decision..Have the will to be who you are!!Never changed yourself for the sake of others..but for the sake of yourself..call me selfish but these are who we are..We are independent species so stop being dependent!!..Regardless our decision maybe for greater good or for the worst… but at least…

             we maintain our,self-respect,self-esteem but mostly..we maintain

                            our dignity  & honor as to that WE ARE WHO WE ARE!

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Strength to go on

Lately things been getting harder…I mean  seriously~ for once I feel a lil stressed.Sorry but this is a fact..the only time I feel stress is either maths,physics,exam..but now even before exam..due to ..let say..some “Personal business”  Looking back I feel I achieved something through all the mischief and shit stuffs I done..its worth it as I learn to be independent and whats more important..which is.. “To be careful with the person closest to you,as they are the one which will hurt you the most “…

“Donec eris felix multos numerabis maicos”

in latin in means “as long as your happy,you will have many friends..ya..I find that quite true at the same time quite wrong..its not easy to find people to understand me,let alone to even try..but I always do what I want & what I like..I wont change myself for 1 bit as this is who I am.The hell with what you think of me.I am who I am.Nobody is “holy”..Everybody has their darkside..take that in mind..I will go on in the way I want and nobody will tell me how I live..

                                              my life..my rules..my way..=P…

Hardship..

Its been a long time since I updated my blog.My bad guys >.<..Just been a long long week..having a lot of work to settle with some other minor issues.Really didn’t get the time to settle down.All the while is just work work work +(a lil tiny bit of play…ok quite a lot of play xD!) it seems finally winter is over…and spring is here *relieved*

but..the sad part is..EVERYTHING IS EXPESNIVE..I mean seriously..even a simple coffee was just 10 roubles(russian currency) went up to 12..then now is 15…I mean seriously..something which are easily obtainable is getting more expensive..Even flight ticket price hiking up really fast..==

Tension building up as my course progresses…Trying hold myself down...at the very least..Too many “incidents”..Take sometime to accept it..but hey..who am I to criticize them for being themselves *even though its just plain annoying* but also at the same time they too think that im the want with the problem..so..ironic aint it?

*sigh* and just more *sighs*