changes??

Wow,within just a year..so many things changed but still at least I know got 1 group of people wont change xD the friends I had in school and I still have now..haha

Ahh..really good to be back.=D!!

Its been long…

Yup,I know my blog been dead for a while.Sorry about it.Been busy for my exam..and kinda lazy this lately.After so long *well its seems long to me*..finally back home =D I mean my real home.*GASP*!!!…ahhh…back to my country…a place where chaos,havoc,racial discrimance,corruption,distortion and revolution is happening…Not a summer break I hoped to get. *sigh*…

Though on the positive side..I did had good friends and people to back me up during the exam..Thanks guys =D!!! really gave me moral support when most needed. Yu jaan,Leet liang,Daniel Tham,Surendra,and others.

                                       Yu jaan,Kenji and me >.< ya XD eyes..lol

But to get back home..undergo the shittiest*by far*…train ride..23 hours and 45 min in a freaking train with no air-conditioner,no fan,only hot water*FOR What??? its freaking summer!*…with 2 old babushka*russian for old lady* stating at me and giving me the *WTF u doing here u foreigner look*..at first was empty the train..then from 1 stop to another..more came in..more drunkards..more smell..god..window’s can’t even wine down...damn…u have no idea ..

                Picture of visual…and from another angle..

                           and then a few came in …

                and then came the reality…she been giving me the looks ever since she got on the train….damn…

                       but always..I kept on looking outside..*ya cause there is nothing else                                 to do*

after the great escape and into Singapore airplane *awasome service!!Thumbs up*

finally home =D..

Time

People always say “stop wasting time with your lame jokes”…  but I say “hey..go eat shit!” XD …There will always be time to play..to enjoy…and time to be serious .To balanced them is hard..its not easy but seriously..some things..just come by heart.You don’t have study 24/7 everyday to gain every little tiny bit of it..it comes by experience.But at least “wasting time” its also a time to just sit back & relax =D!!

and all you need..are just some crazy & sarcastic people to brighten up a shitty day.

oh ya by the way..this is my Russian/Curator for my group.One of the best I ever had.Seriously..well..since she now knows my tricks in class but still its fun messing around with her.XD! Beats having to sit down all day doing grammer craps & concluding papers rite? So just sit back & chill =D!

Even meaning going to the same place *I think its my 5th time here again* to the same place for excursion again..in the same place..same usual story again but slightly different environment with the teacher =D!

So..seriously? 4hrs of excursion is better? or 4hrs of grammer,dialog,text,test is better? you decide ~ "

”Your old enough to make your own”

              decision…

                                 Desmond Boon

Lol..that line which he always used on me…>.< in any or every situation

 

Music feel in a sick mode..

Its weird…its been a long time I didn’t felt so into music again..well im sick as in really sick so its give me a lot of time to rest but its just boring..suddenly was just listening to a song..suddenly I just wana play it.Learn it up by hearing again..that feeling of just trying to complete the song..feels just great…=D!!!

Was playing my most favorite song..by The Rootless – One day ….Sorry I won’t share my tabs here..and..I can’t..LOL..I never actually learn the chords for guitar..I self thought to play..so I don’t really have the basics for guitar..but heck..if I can’t afford a piano..guitar is the next best thing..=D!…When I have the time again I might even do a video of it xD!

Welcome to 20’s

Haha well lets just keep it short.Happy birthday Hansley! Well this is dedicated to you.Since your getting older,I welcome you to the 20’s!!..xD

                      kenji…LOL >.< (show off!! xD)

             Enjoy your last day as a kid..xD!! time to be an adult LOL!

well at least im not late =P!!! Happy birthday dude~

wishing…

    So be happy what you already have..sometimes you might just get what you wished for one day…=D!

Individualism…

After having a lecture/class in Phycology today,we discussed about the Motivation ..So rather than me fully explain every single aspect of this.I will just get to the point..1 thing struck in particular when a certain friend of mine..proposed an idea..An idea which I felt personally which is true but at the same im am sure many would disagree at the same time..while we discussing about Will & Ambition

The idea is..

”It’s a positive & negative feedback upon the”

influence of people on his/her decision in

                       life..

True..indeed if a person where to make his/her decision merely on his believe..it would be wise to listen & respect other peoples opinion but at the same time..the more we depended on people’s opinion..the more we lose our identity,who we are & what makes us special

..Yes,many of us never noticed this..When we have the idea..the choice,within that small period of time just by influence..that idea manifest itself to suite other people’s need…but not for ourselves.When the individual realizes it,it maybe too late.By that time..their just merely…no offense…Puppets and the other people around him are the Puppet Masters. Every movement,desire,will is controlled by the master..

So my point is that…if so called God gave us the mind to think for ourselves…than I say…START USING THEM…Don’t let people govern your decision..Have the will to be who you are!!Never changed yourself for the sake of others..but for the sake of yourself..call me selfish but these are who we are..We are independent species so stop being dependent!!..Regardless our decision maybe for greater good or for the worst… but at least…

             we maintain our,self-respect,self-esteem but mostly..we maintain

                            our dignity  & honor as to that WE ARE WHO WE ARE!

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