The study of humans…

As human evolve,we learn,we think,we study and we came.To satisfy the curiosity in us,we did things are absurd,inhuman,not logical,insane,horrific just to satisfy it.The lust for answer swallow us in the realm of darkness.Take my course for example.The lust for answer about how our body works bought us to a point where we did inhuman ‘projects’ and ‘research’.The study of Anatomy is the study of the human body.Viewers aggression is advised.Pictures contain gore and horrific things to certain people

Yes its a fetus!!     

      I think is dog

          

                                              ya his dead thats for sure..

                    

                                            Can’t see what it is >.<

 

                                   

                                         Well thats what u get for giving ur heart..

 

Ya i know.Some of you might wonder “Don’t you have respect for the dead?”

and my answer is…”Yes,i do.Thats is why im learning to prevent you from being dead” xD!!!!!!

Spring…

                  Wanabe Sakura Blossom  xD

Ahhh and so let there be calm,warm,cold,breezy winds blow..A great day starts with a great weather =D! Spring is by far the best ^.^ no snow,no crappy floor,no wet places.Love it!! the flowers blooming every where =D!!If all of Russia have this plant,it will really look like Japan with all of their Sakura Blossom =D!!

                   The beauty~~~

          

                     A great start =D

Happy Birthday Hansley!!! =D

                         Well at least its still cake? XD

Its been a very tiring day for a lot of people yesterday due to the fact there was NO WATER for like THE WHOLE DAY?? but we did manage to break through and had a great birthday party for Hansley =D! dude~you really know how to mess things up when everything was plan perfectly~ hahaha so we decided to make so many suprise for him but a lot didnt work .>.< so we had lunch with him at the Grand Cafe "*FYI its not really that “GRAND”* and finally at night with few quick slips and finally a suprise =D!!!

Bro… Happy 19th Birthday =D!!!!

                       Everyone =D! at Grand Cafe

Here finally a proper cake xD!

                            Everyone for the 2nd party xD!

                        and of this =D!

                            “my personal favourite” TM its my sign k xD!

                              “ Formal position”

                                “TM Abraham’s sign”

                                “TM Mike’s sign”

A burden lifted from my chest…

Tomorrow,tomorrow,oh tomorrow…The past has ways to haunt you in any way thought possible.Though i feel again in the pit of despair..this time i felt that despair is deeper than sadness ,I feel as if i’m drenched with everlasting darkness .You light a path for me and when i try to reach for the light…it just vanish as if it was never there but to me it means a lot.No regrets and the answer i waited for….

I wondered…what have i ever done to deserve this…I felt like being damned..Its like my life around me is already written and if i break out from it,shit happens.

Thanks for letting me know from the bottom of your heart.That's all i wanted to know …i hope we can cross our roads again in the near future … =D

“When the shadows beam,Misery remains…..”

Unexpected Sign Appears..

                         Isint it abit too Open?

No i was really lost and i tried different No. of the tram and look where it landed me too?? LOL!!! the funny part is, It even show u where is the place,how far is it from here and how to go there. Talk about “Open Minded” *sigh* ,my roommate Hansley landed into hospital for 2nd time ==!seriously Russian doctors really like to take their sweet sweet time to their things and they really like to suspect all those weird,dangerous,life-threatening diagnosis .Its like not giving hope to the patient at all ==! Well at least we had fun doin experiment with all those some what acidic and alkaline solution which can “dangerously burn our skin”  xD! was fun!!

                   Dont bother ask what is it,coz i absolutely dont know! LOL!

 

        Ahh concentrated Hydrochloric Acid,Sulfuric Acid~~

Chemistry for Disaster!!!

A Sunday night…

Wondering what to do for another Sunday night..well its simple..STUDY!!! dammit i hate to admit too..*sigh* Nothing much to do.Miss going out to mamak stall and makan there~ T.T worst part is Anatomy ..IN RUSSIAN!!…its hard enough to memorize in Latin let alone in Russian.What sucks the most is tomorrow is another 6 hours of Russian class..From i know ,i can make a very simple conclusion but thats just personal.

“ The more you try to understand Russian Language and learn it, The more YOU WON’T understand it”

But at least i learn something.I just wish they would at least try to use English for god sake.I know whats everybody thinking right now.

“Hey wait a minute,Aren’t you in English Medium ?”

….Yes!!but…“Что я могу сказать? Теперь я живу в России. Это Россия!

Translated = What can i say? I am living in Russia .This is RUSSIA!!!

 

Happy Belated birthday Melvin Chung =D

Its a quick but yet late belated birthday to my friend Melvin Chung =D!!! Its the last time will be celebrating with him in Volgograd >.<!!!We did bake a cake for him but wasn’t a success well because for 1st time in History!! Mixing of the ingredients with BLENDER!! LOL!!! but anyway here are the events that happened that night =D!!

     Yu jaan,Daniel,Melvin,Me and Yew Veen =D!!!!

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       ………… And then…

 

             Almost success cake LOL!!

 One of the best pic xD!       

   Jin May’s Muffins!! 

 

                           Ee lin,Hansley,Melvin and me =D!

  

    A unexpected gift by Min Xing!! LOL!

Wish him again Happy Birthday =D!!All the best with upcoming challenges ahead =D!

A chain of decisions…

Just blogging because been thinking about it quite frequently..I feel each time i think of it,a questions always pop in my mind ..its like a subconscious in me talking to me..its like im bounded by this chains of decisions…

The other me = WTF are you doin? go for it!!!

The “Other” me = Are you sure ?? Better not?Think what  happen last time?

*major sigh*…Its really unexpected too also.Nobody too can expect that.She is like the total opposite of me. LOL!! *literally* Got literally nothing in common..but something that makes it interesting..i can’t explain..As you know times moves on we can never explain how we feel towards another person.There are consequences for every action.Nothing is perfect.In my case,its no exception.Things maybe different from now and last time but still..it haunts from that day till now.I will not forget what happen that day and so shall you.But i wonder how will be in the coming future..Decision Decision and decision..Decision,always been blurring vision in my mind but i shall not falter till i make the right decision..Though i may be at a lost but im yet to be found by her.

Sry for crapping a lot..lol!! i just feel like letting it out once in a while  xD!

Ghost Heart…

The plastic sun is embedded, floating upon the color-corrected blue sky in this strange world
The encountering of me and you must be the God's whim
Let's dance while biting those poisoned candy apples
Transparent tiptoes are writing my words of love
The burning wish is riding the wind
Like that cloud which is looking at the night sky
I (wish that I) am singing and you are dancing
At this starry night
That is all about it

The dramatic days
Are filled with mechanized puppets
They even didn't noticed that the sun sunk in the East
Anything is also possible
But why I still became lost?

Let's sleep,
The enamel rising moon is directing us to do so
I will sing the endless song at the night of seperation
Please wait for me, This is for you only

If the piercing rain of light can go across the milky way
It must be dyed into rainbow colors
The waves disappeared from the ocean
You are smiling, beside me
Oh time, please stop
A shadowless lineup is walking along the riverside
I wish you are here , I could DIE for you
But I am already DEAD

The burning wish is riding the wind
Like that cloud which is looking at the night sky
I (wish that I) am singing and you are dancing
Nobody can see this figure
Nobody can hear this voice
When the night comes to an end
You aren't here, beside me
That is all about it…