nth but sadness..

haihz..seriously..stop asking me bout

my spm results..nt something i wana talk

bout k..its nt as good as u all expected..

well put it this way ler..

all my hopes n dreams..

well just got blown away d..

f******* SON OF B****!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haihz...no way i can study medicine d now..

parents giv up liao...call me to take form 6..

no way man..i rather die den go back to form 6..

i always thought i did enough d...n end up..

so damm close...fate is nt in my side..

but then..my parents dun fcking understand!

damit == im did my best d ler...ma ci bai ...

its never enough tho..they always use the same

sentence..."HUH?? Like dat only r??"

they have no fcking idea how much dat hurts

damit..ever since my bro all results nt dat good..

all they ever do is...expecting me to get better..

i did...but its never enough..god..i hate my life man..

they always use this sentence too..

"y can u be like them??"...

i really wanted to say this to them..

"BCOZ IM NT THEM!!!IM AM WHO i AM"

but i cant...haihz..

im seriously lost d..

i put so much hope n dream on my

career on medicine..n just now..

its just get torn down...haha..

n plz..if ur reading this..

dun ask me bout this nymore..

i dun wana repeat myself again..

Friends..

wow,i cant believe it..

still got 10 more days..

b4 my friends goin to NS tho..

a kinda will miss them~ but heck its just

3 months lolx!XD but 2 more days to SPM RESULTS!! ==!

dats more fuck tup~ lolx!

well yesterday night~

went out wit jason n william~

i must admit, Left 4 Dead was aswome!! XD

kinda get addicted d~ hahaha!

after goin cc~ we went to jason house~
kinda sembang sembang outside his house~
u knw..its nice n calm his neighbourhood..

+ its windy n just nice~

had a long chat~n amazingly XD
my dad didnt call~ lolx! n thank god

my sis kept for me they keys to XD

or i will be sleeping in my car hahah!XD

after dat night..i kinda realised..wat im been missing..

its was like confession last night XD

i realise..there some friends who still held on the belive

of friendship..which is to help out ur bro/sis when in need

Never betray 1 n another

helping 1 to reach his/her dreams

but..i kinda failed out 2...

only a few knw wat i did..

there are regrets..remorse..

but 1 thing i really think out..

i kinda didnt appreciate the friends i have right now

after last night..i now knw how ungrateful i am to my friends.

they been helping all this while..but then..i've been kinda erm..

nt kinda..always well Kuai lan to them XD

sry~ its my nature~ lolx! blame my dad..i got it from him ~ laala!

well ok dont need ask me questions bout my emotion again XD

im nt emo ler now~its just dat feel like saying it~

so dat i can get this off my chest~

feel like also going to CC play Left 4 Dead again XD

hahaha!

ok lar i wana go play game XD

to be continued..

Red Box~

well i must admit i was once in the life time experienced

was my first time to red box tho~

Lao ee n kai sing n sally was there earlier

after working i quickly went home take a shower n went

to gurney XD but then..i forgot to bring the extra water

watever ler..to tell u the truth was a wrong time also

i was kinda still recovering from fever nya

still nt feeling dat well..but wat the heck?

this is gona be one of those times i dun wan to miss =)

only person missing was Ah howe~

Sally,Lao ee n Kai sing

Gotcha!! XD

Kai sing r~ wah so relaxed lor XD

by the time i reach there~ kai sing n lao ee

was singing d ~ if i was nt mistaken is was

Bei pan by Cao Ge ~

i quickly join them XD but well my singing kinda

suck a lot from the flam T.T but then i tried my best =)

well it was mostly chinese song~ i tried my best ler~

then later join by su yang n kah kiat XD

omg it was damm funny ler~ XD

but my throat keep drying up

end up i drank finish all the campangne tho XD

i admit i was kinda pai seh hehe

but then i was worth it ler =)

this was the time u get spend some time wit

ur friends all =) but then ==

its costly lolx rm45 !! T.T

but i really kolian suu yang lor. XD

ceh only sally noticed me lolx!

Kai sing ar~ dont need choose d ler just sing XD

Our Bread History Idol,Lee Kah Kiat XD

just in middle of singing~
he went out to park his car outside

*the wan in front of G-hotel wan*

when he was reversing..BANG he go hit the wall

n his back bumper fell off *ouch*

but lucky it wasnt major~ can snap back in XD

n wat u knw? he told his dad someone bang him n his

dad BELIEVE HIM??? ==!! wow!

we all got halau out tho XD was closing time d

we all went back around 3 something~

haha race wit su yang XD but then..

i kinda had to slow down tho ==

had to jaga rims n tyre T.T haihz~

really thank u all ler =)

was fantastic wish we could do it again

some other time =)

i guess this is goodbye then =)

till next time ~oh ya this is the picture of the day XD

FREEZE!! XD UR UNDER arrest?? lolx

IM FREE!!!

well finally..i stop working d..

fuh wat relieve~

but also i kinda miss working d~

to tell u the truth after all this while~

i always hated my boss coz i always get screwed

for the lil's reason~

but then after stop working ~ i kinda realise its nt her fault

she is just doin her job~ n for dat i forgive her~

but then..== my last day of work kinda suck tho..

just b4 today...the sewage water pumped out from the pipe

in the kitchen..n guess who has to clean it? ==

lagi b4 dat the damm filter in the cashier place overflow..

n guess again who has to clean it? ==

n the worst part is...just 1 hr b4 my work finish..

the damm mop broke...AGAIN ==! i was like wtf??

too bad didnt take the pic of the mob

the coustumer was like

"erm sir? ur mop looks likes its BENDING"

n

i was like "huh?? really meh? no wor looks fine to me"

den just for a while == the mop snap!! ==!

everyone there was like giving me ...THE STARE! ==!

n it broke on the middle of the stick!! ==!

damm dat reallys suck..

but 1 thing i will always remember!!

THAT DAMM LAO AH PEK! ==!

i didnt knw ah pek can be so kuai lan..

actually kinda my fault tho XD

seriously~ my hua yi sucks..

so i just tell them lor...

"tui pu chi,wo pu hui chiang hua yi"

mostly would like either pissed off or blur..

but this old bastard come up n say..

"pai seh har,wa be hiao hokkien lar"

wtf? the other coustumer was like laughing ==!

si pek tu lan~ but then...HEHEHE XD

i take his bread i squish n giv it erm..

"EXTRA INGRIDIENT"

his gona love it XD

im gona miss those times..

making coustumer blur,pissed coustumer off,playing wit roti,

eat for free,drink for free,disturb my friends,kuai lan wit my boss

but mostly..im gona miss working wit my friends there..

kai sing,ah howe,bobby,kah kiat,faridah,Christina aka lao ee

its been hell n also been fun working =) thanx ~

n of coz XD 3rd of march my pay coming out again

nyahahahahah~i guess its goodbye to Bread History

but the sad part is..T.T they deduct my pay T.T

coz i dun need to giv back the shirt..==

2 shirt for rm60....swt ==!

haihz.. to be updated den~

tata~ my next wan shud be the Red Box wan wit

the bread history staff..XD

Wat a way to spend rm1440 T.T

Wow dats a lot XD

haha some of might say this is waste..

or some say dumb/stupid or watever ler

i gladly agree~ but wat to do..

its like a guys thing XD "big toys"

well today was my off day~

erm so i decided its time for my car

to get his new "shoes"

since the old is kinda run down tho~

so i went to somewhere in penang

near farlim

*sry i dono the road name or the shop name*

XD

last time i came b4 d~

so go chg n trade in my old 13'' rim for new 15'' inch xD

it took kinda while~ but it was worth it

the only painfull part was the giving the money part T.T

n the knocking part T.T

imagine rm1440 so many notes of rm50,10 n rm5 on ur hand

just gone in less den a minute T.T haihz~ but it worth it~

to me tho XD i dono how will i survive from my parents

this wan r...erm "Not for public viewing"

XD hahaha

15"inch Lenso Samurai Concept

weee~ no wheels XD

aww man~ ruin the pic

went to squash go play wit ivan~
my god i suck man literally~

haha lost touch d T.T

to tell u the truth~

i miss goin squash ler..

my god == cant believe i said dat haha~

fuh left 10 more days to go~

den im free again XD

now im planing wat to do on last day~

this wan r...to be continued ler

nyway to my dear readers..

plz plz dun say it in my fs ya

i scared "she" read it

den i die lagi worst when working time xD

trust me she wont read blog wan

i think? XD hahaha!

13 days to countdown~

haha this is nt new year countdown ler..

this my countdown to resign from my job~

lolx!! i cant believe it finally get my aprroval ~

damm but seriously i pity the new guy dats

gona take over my place~

sry ya~ i just cant stand it wit my boss ==!

nt 1 single day i get to even do my things in peace!!

god ==! seriously u got serious PMS ISSUE~

u shud seek medical attention~

i knw its been a while i update this blog~

haihz i missed out a lot of stuff wit my friends~

i miss playing squash n seeing they all suffer wit their training xD

i miss playing my piano at my home T.T

i miss sleeping until afternoon den sleep again till night T.T

i miss doin nth at home~lolx!!

if however~~they pay me more i dun mind~

damm ==! i experience the worst memory in my working

time~ i had to clean the god damm filter under the sink..

wtf!!!! there are nt 1 nt 2 but 3 DEAD cocroach!! wtf??

my god..i even cried..*Tears of stinkiness rolling down my eyes*

i almost vomit....==! n they pay me rm30 for dat...

dats nt worth it man ==!! the worst thing is..i had to use..

MY OWN HANDS!!!!! ==!!the glove also torn...eWW!!!

i did manage to get new friends~

but still...haihz..i like an outsider to a few of them~

well put it this way ler...u knw radio rite??

got FM n AM??

well i FM they AM..

so go figure~~

well..my 2nd pay gona be used up d soon

Gona chg my car rim from 13inch to 15INCH! XD

Lenso Samurai Series 15" nice ~

but then..like they say..

"either u sacrifice performance for looks"

or

"Sacrifice looks for performance"

i choose looks ~ well performace wise..

penang ler == only JE n Highway nya can lap...

dude..my kelisa nt really dat pimp out ler..

i still can lose to a turbo wira...lolx!

but i wont lose to a damm noisy turbo kancil xD

but all..i still lose to 2 ppl ==!!

My DAD/MOM!!!

n...

JPJ ==!!

this 2 will slaughter me if find out...

but den..i think wont kua my parents..

I THINK so ler..well like they say

"Ka KA KI"

or
"DARE DARE GO!!"

XD

tata~

Bread History Anual Dinner

god..took me damm long time to post this~

haha sry ya this is my last month working d~

so will be very bz this month~ hehe goin for OT more

XD need extra cash to spend~ nyahahaha!

ok lets start den~

i forget when was it d~

but all i remember it was a thursday~

everyone came at 9~ but also 1 of the most relaxed day
XD so damm lil roti~ i even get to "makan ular"

like almost half n hour~closed shop at 6 with ah howe~
so when home n take shower b4 go there

its held at the Penang Chinese swimming club at 7.

i went there too early tho~

when everyone arrives~

i was kinda shock seriously ==

didnt imagine there was so many ppl here~
but dam...no leng lui leh...got ler a few..
but erm..not my type..XD sry ya perasan abit
coz well..i Anti-LaLa Mui
well started wit my boss karoeke..
no offense u suck tho~ XD
but i cant say it..well..ur paying me..lolx!

everyone started to get lil crazy

singing~drinking~singing again~
den drinking again n start to eat~

get my bonus in an angpow..dam just rm50

den get lucky draw angpow again just rm20..haihz
the guy beside me get a damm steambot~ lolx!

i forget how many cans or how cup i drank~

all i knw is everything seems so dizzy~ lolx!

the food was nt bad tho~ my small boss Lao ee ler
call me come so early~ ish~

but over all~ it was nice ler ^^ been a while

to see this madness XD

but den~ in the morning got K*n from parents~

lolx!! apparently~ when i came home~
i left my house key n my car keys outside at

the shoe shack~ hahahaha xD aswome!

ok lar~ i wana sleep d~ tata ^^

kai sing~me~kah keat~ faridah ^^

~kah keat n a howe~

guess how old is my boss?XD

YAM!!!!!SENG!!!!