To my friends n my readers..

i feel dat i need to say this out..i kenot keep this forever

1st of all..i wana apolagise to my friends..especially aw yong,

jason,dalvin,ian n etc..im some of u notice i chg a lot..

its been half a year d..n in this half year time..

many things had happen to me..many painfull things also happen.

i dun blame other people for my mistakes..i just blame myself.

I noticed i bcome very short tempered d..n this is nt a joke.

i cant even take a joke . futhermore seriusly..i bcome more emotional.

especially questions bout love..a simple joke lyk distubring my name or etc

i get angry so fast..i slapped Dalvin..n i almost went into fight bcoz of dat.

n for dat..im sorry my dear friends..but mostly..i chg in my attitude..

i lied bout something..i knw wat i did..n im sry again for lying..

i knw u all especially aw yong dalvin n their friends..lyk to use this

to disturb me..yes i accept the critics..coz its my own fault..

but plz..plz knw ur limits..i dun wan end up doin something i been trying

nt to do..in school..ya i knw its normal for u all to shoot me every single

day. but plz..control urself plz..even in tuition also..plz..

im nt what i was last year..im nt dat tolerent as i was last year..

coz i learn dat tolerating too much..in the end..its me myself

dat hurt the most..i know dat if express wat i say now true my blog

is kinda useless..but im just trying to make a statement..

plz dun test my patience too the limit..i fear i might nt

stop myself in the future.I recently been thinking a lot

bout who is my real friend..who is not..

sometimes my hated friend..became my best friend..

n sometimes my best friend..bcome the worst friend..

i dono which to trust right now..the meaning

of friendship..had really been chging in my mind.

i felt left out a lot when im wit my friends..

haha i knw im the type dat can keep secrets..

seriusly..i miss those time when we were all form2 n form 3..

nt bcoz of the studies..but the times wit my friends..

ever since we enter fr4..many things chg..

many problems appear..the feeling of loneliness alutes me ~

when i was at the depress state..only few of my friends were there for me..

n only a few of them was i thought my best friend..i thought they were my 'brothers"

haha..i feel so pathetic when i thought bout it..

i think dats all i wana write..but i really hope dat they did read this.

n i once again..i wana apolagise to my friends..for my violent behavior

n my temper.

n today..she just left me..haha..i guess this i wat u get for being this..

i dun blame her..coz she said she was nt ready for it..=)

i wana thank for those time wit her together ~

n now..there no need for ny fine prints on my blog d..

haha..my life just get from bad to worst..

im losing faith a lot already...

n im sry to worry for some of u..

n i wana stop writting d..its nt doin me ny good rite now..

to be updated..bye